Back 2 be a BLOGGER bwahahah!!
Its been a long tym since i post my last BLOG because my mind is still empty and dunno wat 2 post hir but I should try coz I miz having a new post..
I will just tell how's my life doing ryt now after my last post and what really encourage me to have a new POST again...
Hir it goes...!
My life after my last post is very CHALLENGING because GOD gave me a new STRUGGLES that really affects me(not only me but many people) but I should say that I'm still lucky coz GOD never leave me(us) and he gave me those people that can help me to realize every little thing that happens to me..
Now I should say that,that STRUGGLE is the way of GOD to teach me to be STRONG and I know that now I am...
We can't blame anyone for those TRIALS we encounter coz they doesn't even know about it...
I will just tell one of those struggle that I've been encounter up to now...
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There is a person that is close enough to me, he's like my older brother coz he treat me so nice like his younger sis..
But one day when I woke up I suddenly realize that I'm falling for HIM it was wrong I know coz in the first place he was just only treating me like his younger sister that's why I decided to end all of our communication. I don't even want to see HIM at all coz I know that he can't understand me coz I think he's so insensitive. I am right he really is very insensitive person. I don't want him to know all the reason's why I need to end all our communication but he tried to ask me again and again still I didn't tell HIM but I know and I already feel that he's getting an idea.
Why did I say so..?
Because one time he txted me and he said one phrase connected to what I really feel and that really force me to get mad at HIM coz that phrase is not good to hear....(grrr...) After he said that I decided not to txt HIM anymore even I am still confused if I can do it and finally I did..
I just talk to GOD about it and ask a little sign if the thing I did is right or wrong. If the sign happen in that week I'm wrong but if it isn't happen I'm right hahahha!!! Suddenly when I discern for it GOD gave me a sign that tells me I'm definitely wrong but still I continue to pray about it and it gave me a big realization hahahah!!!...
REALIZATION:
Not everyone can understand what u really feel and there are still people pretending they don't know what you're trying to say even they already know...hahahahha!!(SPONGEBOB)
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Now I'm done with those struggles and i will just laugh if GOD will give me anoder challenge because laughing is the best medicine haha...
I don't want to be EMO again coz many people sees me how I cried when GOD is giving me STRUGGLES and SATAN that time is laughing..
I'm strong enough to face all those TRIALS that GOD has given me and PPG is there to cheer me up plus YFC my second true family...
YFC for me is the source of my strength they made me strong enough to face all the people trying to pull me down because YFC pulls me up.. GOD really rockz!!!
SATAN will never see me crying because of those TRIALS,STRUGGLESand for those hu's trying to hurt me coz I'm back, Mimi's back the strong person I was before hahahaha!!!(MALDITA!!)
