tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33533444837383770892024-03-14T14:20:02.188+08:00Purple Love...If I can't say this to people then I should let them read it through my blog...miemiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02020974017598591682noreply@blogger.comBlogger24125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3353344483738377089.post-21384176750421873822010-08-17T03:35:00.010+08:002010-08-17T04:49:01.749+08:00DAMN FEELING!<span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">I don't know how to get rid of this <span style="font-weight: bold;">DAMN</span> feeling!<br /><br /></span><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">I don't know how to start to forget about this kind of feeling!<br /><br /></span><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">I am IN LOVE but at the wrong person!</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">Way back years, before this day came!<br /><br /><br /></span><br /><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">I was once a little sister to someone that I treat like my older brother!<br /><br /></span><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">Suddenly something happen that changes my feelings for HIM!<br /><br /></span><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">I decided to let go of that feelings!<br /><br /></span><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">I go far from HIM!<br /><br /><br /><br /></span><br /><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">After years we get back into each others arms as BROTHERS and SISTERS again!<br /><br /></span><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">I thought everything I felt for him way back years ago was already disappear!<br /><br /></span><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">But when we reconcile together with common friends I slowly realize something!<br /><br /></span><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">My feelings is still there and it gets so deeply that I can't easily let go of HIM!<br /><br /></span><br /><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">We both need each others company because of something that we both understand!<br /><br /></span><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">It came to a point that we realize we LOVE each other!<br /><br /></span><br /><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">We are saying <span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">I LOVE YOU</span> to each other!<br /><br /><br /></span><br /><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">He says <span style="font-weight: bold;">HE WILL NEVER LET GO OF ME!<br /><br /></span></span><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">He says <span style="font-weight: bold;">HE WILL TAKE CARE OF ME!<br /><br /></span></span><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">He says <span style="font-weight: bold;">HE WILL NOT HURT ME!<br /><br /></span></span><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">He says <span style="font-weight: bold;">HE WILL NOT GO ANYWHERE EXCEPT ON MY SIDE ONLY!<br /><br /></span></span><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">He says <span style="font-weight: bold;">HE LOVES ME!<br /><br /><br /></span></span><br /><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">BUT<br /><br /></span><br /><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">Why is he like that?<br /><br /></span><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">Why is he leaving me now?<br /><br /></span><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">Why is he hurting me now?<br /><br /></span><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">Why? I don't understand!<br /><br /></span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">I don't know how to let go!<br /><br /></span><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">I don't know what to do?<br /><br /></span><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">I don't know where to start?<br /><br /></span><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">I don't know everything!<br /><br /></span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">but LOVING HIM is the only thing I KNOW!</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">I can't stop crying!<br /><br /><br /></span><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">I can't stop thinking of HIM!<br /><br /><br /></span><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">I can't stop LOVING HIM!<br /><br /><br /><br /></span><br /><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">I ask myself <span style="font-weight: bold;">*DID I DO SOMETHING WRONG TO HIM?*<br /><br /></span></span><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">I ask myself <span style="font-weight: bold;">*DID I HURT HIM?*<br /><br /></span></span><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">I ask myself <span style="font-weight: bold;">*IS THERE SOMETHING I CAN DO FOR HIM?*<br /><br /></span></span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">Why this things happening to us?<br /><br /></span><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">I don't want HIM to go far from me!<br /><br /></span><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">But I need to accept the fact that <span style="font-weight: bold;">HE DOESN'T LOVE ME!<br /><br /></span></span><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">And He will never do love me!<br /><br /><br /></span><br /><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">I don't know how to end this feeling!<br /><br /></span><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">I can do anything just for him!<br /><br /></span><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">I can! but I can't!<br /><br /></span><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);"><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">August 17, 2010 4:30Am<br /><br /><br /></span></span><br /><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">I created a poem that describe how I feel . . .<br /><br /><br /><br /></span><br /><br /></span><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-size:100%;" ><u><strong>"YOU"<br /><br /></strong></u></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><strong></strong></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><strong></strong></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><strong></strong></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><strong></strong></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><strong></strong></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><strong></strong></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><strong></strong></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><strong></strong></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><strong></strong></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><strong></strong></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><strong></strong></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><strong></strong></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><strong></strong></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-size:100%;" >It was evening <em>then..</em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-size:100%;" >I get my paper and <em>pen..</em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-size:100%;" >And I sat down on my <em>bed..</em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-size:100%;" >Thinking about something that's in my <em>head..</em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">.</span></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">.</span></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">.</span></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-size:100%;" >I think all over <em>again..</em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-size:100%;" >And I realize something about <em>men..</em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-size:100%;" >You came into my <em>mind..</em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-size:100%;" >But you disappear and touch my <em>hand..</em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">.</span></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">.</span></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">.</span></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-size:100%;" >I was in your <em>heart..</em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-size:100%;" >Making the most special <em>part..</em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-size:100%;" >But you let me in the <em>dark..</em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-size:100%;" >Without leaving any <em>mark..</em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">.</span></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">.</span></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">.</span></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-size:100%;" >I was crying all <em>night..</em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-size:100%;" >And someone hug me <em>tight..</em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-size:100%;" >I look at his <em>face..</em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-size:100%;" >And I was so <em>amazed..</em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">.</span></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">.</span></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">.</span></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="font-size:100%;"><em></em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-size:100%;" >It was you, you made me <em>feel..</em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-size:100%;" >That it's not <em>real..</em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-size:100%;" >You said to me it's just a <em>dream..</em></span></div><div style="font-family: lucida grande; font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);" align="justify"><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-size:100%;" >That can be forgotten <em>real..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span><span><br /><span><span><br /><br />I hope this is only a dream that tomorrow when I wake up everything will be forgotten!<br /><br /><br />I hope every pain will be gone tomorrow when I wake up!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">I LOVE YOU! :'(</span><br /><br /></span></span></span></span></span></em></span></div><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" ><br /></span>miemiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02020974017598591682noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3353344483738377089.post-86329061404339789572009-08-13T00:08:00.009+08:002009-08-18T14:07:53.007+08:00FULL MOON..<span style="color:#663366;">Minsan lang sa isang buwan magkaroon ng tinatawag na</span> <span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong>FULL MOON</strong></span>...<br /><br /><em><span style="color:#ff0000;">08 - 07 - 09<br />around 9pm</span></em><br /><br /><span style="color:#663366;">Ito ang araw at oras kung saan nakita at nasilayan ko ang napakagandang liwanag ng buwan.<br /><br />Gusto kong itanong sa sarili ko <em>"<span style="color:#993399;">paano at saan nga ba nanggagaling ang liwanag na ibinibigay ng buwan na iyon."</span></em><span style="color:#993399;"><br /><br /></span>Napaisip tuloy ako kung bakit ko kaylangan itanong pa ang bagay na iyon kung alam ko naman ang sagot.<br /><br /><strong><em>Ano nga ba ang sagot sa tanong kong iyon?</em><br /></strong><br />Madaming pwedeng isagot doon pero isa lang ang pinaniniwalaan ko.<br /><br />Kung ano man ang bagay na iyon madaming magrereact na tama ako.<br /><br />At madami rin ang hindi sasang ayon dahil madami din ang taong sasabihin na mali ako.<br /><br />Ngunit alam ko na opinion ko lamang ito at hindi pwedeng sabihin na mali o tama ako.<br /><br />Para sa akin si <strong><em>GOD</em></strong> lang ang nagbigay ng liwanag ng buwan na nakikita at kinamamanghaan natin sa tuwing nakikita natin ito.<br /><br />Ilalagay ko at ikukumpara ko ang liwanag ng buwan sa isang buhay ng tao.<br /><br />Sabihin natin na ang <em><strong>ulap</strong> </em>ang mga taong humaharang sa kagandahan ng buhay ng isang tao.<br /><br />Ang <em><strong>liwanag ng buwan</strong></em> ang mga taong nagbibigay ng kulay sa buhay ng isang tao.<br /><br />At ang mga<strong> </strong><em><strong>bituin</strong> </em>ang mga taong nakapaligid lamang sa buhay ng isang tao.</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><em><strong><span style="color:#993399;">Tama ba kung iisipin natin na ang buhay ng tao ay katulad din ng isang buwan sa kalangitan?.</span></strong></em><br /><br /><span style="color:#663366;">Bakit ko nasabi ang bagay na ito.<br /><br />Ang buwan maganda lalo na kapag may nakapaligid sa kanyang isang napakatingkad na liwanag.<br /><br />Sa buhay ng tao may mga taong nagbibigay ng liwanag dito katulad ng isang pamilya, kamag -anak o kaibigan.<br /><br />Sila ang mga taong tumutulong upang malagapasan ang mga problema at sila din ang pilit na nagbibigay liwanag upang hindi sumuko sa mga pagdadaanang laban.<br /><br />Mga bituin sa buhay ng tao ito ang mga taong nakapaligid sa buhay ng tao may mga bituin na makikinang mayroon din namang hindi.<br /><br />Sabihin nalang natin na ang mga matitingkad yun ang mga taong nagbibigay ng rason para ngumiti ang buwan at isa din sa nagbibigay ng kulay sa buhay ng tao.<br /><br />Ulap, may mga ulap na lalong nagpapaganda sa liwanag ng buwan ngunit mayroon din naman na tinatakpan o hinaharangan ang magandang liwanag na dulot nito.<br /><br /><em>Ano nga bang klaseng tao ang mga ulap na aking nabanggit?.</em><br /></span><p><span style="color:#663366;">Siguro ito yung mga taong nagiging hadlang sa buhay ng isang tao.</span></p><p><em><span style="color:#993399;"><strong>Hindi sa lahat ng oras maganda at masaya ang buhay ng isang tao na parang isang buwan sa kalangitan na hindi sa lahat ng oras nakikita natin ang kagandahan nito dahil madalas natatakpan ito ng makapal na ulap.</strong></span></em></p><p><span style="color:#663366;">Madaming hadlang ang pinagdadaanan ng isang tao upang maging masaya at matagumpay, un ang mga ulap na makakapal sa buhay natin.</span></p><p><span style="color:#663366;">Hindi natin maiiwasan na may mga taong pilit na humahadlang sa mga gusto at sa mga bagay na alam nating makakapagpasaya sa atin.</span></p><p><span style="color:#663366;">Ang ibang ulap naman na humaharang sa liwanag ng buwan ay lalong nagbibigay ng kagandahan base sa paglabas at pag takip nito.</span></p><p><span style="color:#663366;">Katulad nalang sa buhay ng tao madaming taong humahadlang sa kagustuhan mo hindi para sirain ang kaligayahan mo kundi dahil gusto nilang mas gumanda ang buhay mo.</span></p><p><span style="color:#663366;">Maganda ang buwan sa kalangitan katulad din ng buhay ng tao.</span></p><p><span style="color:#663366;">Madaming nagsasabi na nahihirapan sila sa sitwasyon ng buhay nila ngayon pero kung titingnan nila ang buhay nila sa magandang paraan masasabi nila na may liwanag na naghihitay sa kanilang kinabukasan kung marunong lang silang sumabay sa agos ng buhay.</span></p><p><span style="color:#663366;">Hindi sa lahat ng panahon maganda ang nangyayari sa buhay ng isang tao, kelangan natin na makaranas ng hirap para may matutunan tayo at maging matatag sa mga susunod pang pagsubok na pagdadaanan natin.</span></p><p><span style="color:#663366;">Binibigyan tayo ni<strong> </strong><em><strong>GOD</strong> </em>ng mga pagsubok upang lalo tayong maging matatag at kumapit sa kanya, ngunit hindi niya tyo bibigyan ng pagsubok sa buhay kung alam niya na hindi natin ito kayang lagpasan.</span></p><p><span style="color:#663366;">Isa lamang ito sa mga dahilan kung bakit patuloy dapat tayong kumapit at maniwala sa kanya dahil alam niya na sa tamang panahon may magandang bagay ang maidudulot nito at siya lang ang makakapag pasya kung anong magiging kahihinatnan ng ating buhay.</span></p><p><span style="color:#663366;">Katulad ng isang buwan sa kalangitan, hindi sa lahat ng panahon nakikita natin ang kagandahan nito lalo na kung may isang makapal na ulap ang nakatakip at itinatago ang ganda nito.</span></p><p><span style="color:#663366;">Ngunit sa kabila ng makapal na ulap na nakatakip sa kagandahan ng buwan naniniwala parin tayo na sa tamang panahon lalabas ang tunay na ganda ng nakatagong buwan sa makapal at madilim na ulap.</span></p><p><span style="color:#663366;">Masasabi ko na sa kalangitan ang isang nagbibigay ng kagandahan sa gabi ay ang buwan lalo na kung ito ay bilog na bilog at may nakapalibot dito na maliwanag na sinag.</span></p><p><span style="color:#663366;">Madami pa tayong nais ihalintulad sa buwan na nagbibigay liwanag a kalangitan tuwing gabi, pero alam din natin na hindi natin nakikita ang buwan kung gano ito kaganda araw araw dahil madalas hindi natin ito nasisilayan.</span></p><p><span style="color:#663366;">Sa kabila ng mga pagsubok natin sa buhay may liwanag ang naghihintay sa atin, na alam nating maaring makatulong upang ipag patuloy ang magandang simula ng ating buhay.</span></p><p><strong><span style="color:#993399;">Kaylangan lang natin kumapit kay GOD at maniwala sa kung anong planong nakalaan para sa buhay natin.</span></strong></p>miemiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02020974017598591682noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3353344483738377089.post-71954228032546221082009-07-09T02:06:00.004+08:002009-07-09T02:57:57.703+08:00SINAG ng ARAW...<div align="justify"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Isang dapit hapon nakasakay akoh sa pampublikong sasakyan <em>(FX)..</em></span></span></div><div align="justify"><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;"></span></em> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">Nagiisip ng kung anong gagawin at kung anong mangyayari sa araw na yun..</span></div><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">Bigla akong napatingin sa kalangitan, mainit, at masakit sa mata ang araw..</span></p><p align="justify"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Isinuot ko ang salaming pangaraw<em> (SHADES)..</em></span></span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">Muli akong tumingin sa kalangitan at nasilayan ko unti unti ang <strong>SINAG NG ARAW</strong>..</span></p><p align="justify"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Namangha ako sa kagandahan nito at nasabi ko sa isip ko <em>"ganito pala kaganda ang sinag ng araw"..</em></span></span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">Habang pinagmamasdan ko at nakatingala ako sa kalangitan isang madilim na ulap ang tumakip sa kagandahang aking tinitingnan.</span></p><p align="justify"><span style="color:#993399;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Napasimangot ako at nagisip ulit <em>"bakit naman ngayon pa tinakpan ng ulap na un ung araw kung kelan nagagandahan na ko"..</em></span></span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">Agad ko nalang binaling ang mga mata ko sa kasagsagan ng daan pauwi.</span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">Ngunit hindi ko parin matiis ang hindi tumingin sa langit dahil sa lubos akong nagandahan sa aking napagmasdan.</span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">Unti unti ulit akong tumingin sa kalangitan ngunit nakatakip padin ang makapal at maitim na ulap sa <strong>SINAG NG ARAW</strong>.</span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">Ilang sandali pa ang lumipas at unti unti ng nawawala ang ulap na iyon at habang ito ay gumagalaw at lumalayo sa araw lalo akong namangha sa aking nakita dahil ang ganda pala nito habang unti unting inilalabas ang sinag.</span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">Naisip ko <em>"kelan kaya ako makakakita ng paglubog ng araw?".</em> .</span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">Ilang sandali pa ang lumipas pababa na ako at habang naglalakad papunta sa aming bahay ang daming pumasok sa isip ko.</span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">Nasabi ko sa sarili ko na ang swerte ko pala dahil may mata ako at nakikita ko ang hindi nakikita ng may mga kapansanan.</span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">Nasabi ko din na bakit may mga taong hindi magbigyang pugay ang kalikasan gayong ito naman ay napakaganda.</span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">Nakarating ako sa aming bahay habang nagiisip.</span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">Humiga ako at pinagpatuloy ang pagiisip.</span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">Habang nagiisip madaming bagay ang pumasok sa isip ko na hindi ko alam kung bakit ito ang mga bagay na naisip ko.</span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000066;">-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------</span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc0000;">Naisip ko na ang sinag ng araw kapag tiningnan mo ng biglaan o walang suot na salamin ay masakit sa mata at hindi ka makakatingin ng deretso ngunit kapag ikaw ay may suot na salamin makakatingin ka at konti lang ang sakit na idudulot nito sa mata mo.</span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">Ikinumpara ko itong naisip ko na to sa buhay ng tao.</span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">Sa buhay ng tao kung hindi mo iisipin ang gagawin mo at gagawin mo ito ng biglaan maari kang masaktan pero kung ito ay iisipin mo at maglalagay ka ng plano unti unti itong magiging maaus.</span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">Katulad sa pagmamahal kung ikaw ay mgdedesisyon ng biglaan ikaw lang ang masasaktan pero kung ikaw ay magiisip kung ano ang dapat gawin hindi ka madaling masaktan.</span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">Maraming bagay akong naisip at naikumpara sa bagay na naisip ko nung mga panahon na yun.</span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">Naisip ko din, mali ba at padalos dalos ba ang naging desisyon ko sa buhay?</span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">Kaya hanggang ngayon hindi ko maalis na masaktan.</span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">Pero naisip ko din naman na kelangan kong masaktan para matuto sa mga bagay bagay na ginagwa ko.</span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">Nung araw na naisip ko ang mga bagay na to nanghinayang ako, sa mga araw na nakasakit ako, sa mga araw na may nasaktan ako.</span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">Marami na akong pagkukulang sa mga tao sa paligid ko dahil sa isang bagay na ginagawa ko ng hindi ko pinagiisipan.</span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">Nasaktan ako sa bagay na yun ngunit alam ko na yung sakit na yun ay isa lamang panandalian at mawawala ng unti unti.</span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">Madaming taong naghihintay sa pagbabalik ng dating ako, sa pagiging masayahin ko, sa pagiging makulit ko.</span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">Isang madilim na ulap ang tumakip at humarang sa mga pangarap na dapat ay nakita ko na ngunit hinayaan ko yung ulap na yun na takpan ako at hindi iyon makita.</span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">Ngunit ngayon unti unti ng umaalis ang maitim at makapal na ulap na yun sa aking sinag upang makita ko na ang mga pangarap ko.</span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">Ngayon may isang ulap ang dumating na alam kong hindi ako tatakpan at hindi ako haharangan sa mga pangarap na gusto kong gawin, dahil itong ulap na ito ay alam kong isang maganda at kulay asul na ulap na lalong magpapaganda sa sinag at tutulong upang makalabas ako sa maitim na ulap.</span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">Isang maitim na ulap man ang dumaan sa akin alam kong may natutunan at may nakita din naman akong mga bagay na hindi ko makikita kung wala iyon.</span></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;"><em>Alam kong pagkatapos ng isang ulap na iyon ay marami pang dadaan ngunit alam ko din na hindi dapat ako magpatalo sa kapal man o itim man ng ulap na dadaan sakin dahil alam ko na may gagabay sa sinag na hawak at daladala ko.</em></span></p><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#993399;">Ito ang mga bagay na naisip at nasabi ko nung nakita ko ang <strong>SINAG NG ARAW</strong>...</span></div>miemiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02020974017598591682noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3353344483738377089.post-48284349127591105702008-04-29T12:10:00.002+08:002008-04-29T12:20:42.060+08:00When I hear It again...<strong><em><u>At the cross..</u></em><br /></strong><br />Oh Lord You've searched me<br />You know my way<br />Even when I fail You<br />I know You love me<br /><br />Your holy presence<br />Surrounding me<br />In every season<br />I know You love me<br />I know You love me<br /><br />At the cross I bow my knee<br />Where Your blood was shed for me<br />There's no greater love than this<br />You have overcome the grave<br />Glory fills the highest place<br />What can separate me now<br /><br />You go before me<br />You shield my way<br />Your hand upholds me<br />I know You love me<br /><br />At the cross I bow my knee<br />Where Your blood was shed for me<br />There's no greater love than this<br />You have overcome the grave<br />Glory fills the highest place<br />What can separate me now?(x2)<br /><br />You tore the veil<br />You made a way<br />When You said that it is done(x2)<br /><br />And when the earth fades<br />Falls from my eyes<br />And You stand before me<br />I know You love me<br />Oh.. I know You love me<br /><br />At the cross I bow my knee<br />Where your blood was shed for me<br />There's no greater love than this<br />You have overcome the grave<br />Glory fills the highest place<br />What can separate me now?(x2)<br /><br />You tore the veil<br />You made a way<br />When You said that it is done(x4)<br /><br /><strong>..................................................................................................................................</strong><br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I hear this song for the second time...Sobrang astig lang mag work ni <strong>GOD</strong> hindi lang sa mundo ng campus base o comm. base mas malupit pala sa <strong>SIGA</strong>..<br /><br />Dito ko naramdaman talaga ung pagmamahal nila sa mga magulang ng bawat isa sa kanila habang nasa worship workshop kami <strong>(TATAY LIVY,KC n' STEVEN)</strong> ng <strong>SIGA</strong> pinagmamasdan ko kung pano sila magrereact sa mga sinasabi ni <strong>KUYA UBE</strong> ang astig talaga mararamdaman mo sa kanila yung mga bigat na nasa loob nila..<br /><br />Akala ko kapag may problema akong hindi ko kayang malusutan ako ng yung taong pinaka malas pero maswerte pa nga ako sa buhay eh kesa sa iba. Narealize ko to ng nakasama ko ang mga <strong>SIGA</strong> child makikita mo na ang saya nila makitungo pero makikita mo rin sa mata nila na may problema sila pero balewala un sa kanila kasi alam nila nanjan si <strong>GOD</strong> para sa kanila..<br /><br />Astig talaga ng <strong>SONG</strong> na to super nakakakarelieve and touching,,<br /><br />Thanks kay <strong>TATAY LIVY</strong> na nagdala samin sa <strong>SIGA</strong> site at sa worship workshop ng <strong>SIGA</strong> astig..<br /><br /><strong>JESUS ROCKZ...</strong> </span>miemiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02020974017598591682noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3353344483738377089.post-10619616906226233852008-04-14T02:04:00.007+08:002008-04-14T17:29:54.191+08:00My new world...<div align="justify"><span style="color:#993399;">Anong oras na at gising pa ako..?</span><strong>(2:45 am/04:14:08)</strong></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#993399;">Bigla lang kasing may pumasok sa isipan ko na ilagay dito sa blog ko..<br /><br />Kanina pa kasi ako nagiisip kung ano bang magandang ilagay at ipost dito..</span></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#993399;">Habang may binabasa akong isang blog <span style="color:#ffcccc;">*secret kung sino man siya*</span> may biglang pumasok sa isip ko na magsulat tungkol sa mga nangyayari sa akin ngaun.</span></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#993399;">Ano nga bang mga bagay bagay ang kakaibang nangyayari sa akin ngayon?</span></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#993399;">Naisip ko lang na napakaswerte ko kasi simula noong naging isa ako sa pamilya <strong>YFC </strong><em>(Youth For Christ)</em> naramdaman ko na sobrang daming taong nagaaalala sa akin na noon palang ay hinahanap ko na.</span></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#993399;">Noon palang ay hinahanap ko na ang pagmamahal ng mga taong ituturing ako na isang pamilya at ngayon masasabi kong nakita at naramdaman ko yun sa <strong>YFC</strong>. Hindi ko maitatago na sa tuwing kasama ko sila iba yung saya at pagmamahal na nakikita at nararamdaman ko.</span></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#993399;">Dito ko rin unang naranasan na umiyak <span style="color:#ffcccc;">*</span><span style="color:#ffcccc;">oo iyakin ako pero iba to*</span> ng dahil sa saya, sa tuwing makikita ko sila na nakangiti sa harapan ko nasasabi ko sa sarili ko ang swerte ko kasi may mga taong nandito sa harap ko, nakangiti at pinaparamdam na mahalaga ako sa kanila.</span></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#993399;">Noong una kong mga araw sa pagiging <strong>YFC</strong> hindi ko pa alam kung pano makisaya sa kanila dahil medjo nahihiya pa ako makihalubilo sa kanila pero hindi nagtagal naramdaman at nasabi ko sa sarili ko bakit kelangan kong mahiya kung sa palagay ko naman itinuturing nila akong kapamilya.</span></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#993399;">Ang dami kong naranasan sa <strong>YFC</strong> na hindi ko pa naranasan noon sa buong buhay ko. Ako kasi ang taong nasa bahay lang, nakakulong sa kwarto, nanunuod, nagtetext, lumalabas lang kasama ang pamilya o di kaya pag pupunta sa eskwelahan. Late man ako umuwi noong nasa hayskul palang ako pero wala akong ibang pinupuntahan kundi ang lugar malapit sa eskwelahan namin o di kaya ay bahay ng mga kaibigan pero kadalasan ay uwi agad pag katapos ng klase ko <span style="color:#ffcccc;">*hindi ako mabait na bata haha*</span>. Kaya masasabi ko na simula nung naging <strong>YFC </strong>ako ang daming bagay ang nagawa ko na akala ko ay hindi ko kaya katulad nalang ng makikipag usap ka sa mga taong hindi mo kilala at itatanong mo kung sino at gano sila kalapit kay <strong>GOD</strong> <span style="color:#ffcccc;">*oo nagawa ko un dahil sa YFC*</span>. Ang sarap ng feeling na ipinapakilala mo sa iba kung sino si <strong>KRISTO</strong> at ano ang mga nagawa niya at kaya niyang gawin para sayo. Dito ko rin naranasan na mapalayo sa pamilya ko ng dalawang araw at dalawang gabi dahil hindi ako pinapayagan na mag overnight kung saan saan at ang kanilang rason ay isa daw akong babae <span style="color:#ffcccc;">*hay babae nga naman ang daming bawal* <span style="color:#993399;">pero naiintindihan ko sila kaya hindi ako sumusuway sa gusto nila</span> </span><span style="color:#ffcccc;">* inuulit ko hindi po ako mabait na bata*</span>.<br /><br />Bukod sa nakilala ko ang pamilya <strong>YFC</strong> ang daming nilang naituro at naiparealize sakin. Dito ko rin unti unting nakilala kung sino ba talaga ako at anong purpose ko dito sa mundo ng <strong>YFC</strong>. Sobrang dami kong nalaman sa sarili ko at unti unti kong naalis ang pagiging iyakin ko sa mga simpleng bagay. Ako kasi ang taong sobrang iyakin na parang pag inagawan mo ng candy ay iiyak na <span style="color:#ffcccc;">*ooppss nangyari un huhu umiyak talga ako dahil nasira ung heart na candy na binili ko*</span> ganun ako kaiyakin pero ng dahil sa <strong>YFC</strong> nabago ko lahat yun. Ang daming bagay ang itinuro nila sakin isa na dito ang <em>"magmahal lang ng magmahal kahit nasasaktan"</em> dahil si <strong>KRISTO</strong> kahit nasasaktan minamahal at pinapatawad padin niya tayo. Yan ang unang bagay kong natutunan sa <strong>YFC</strong> pero higit pa diyan ang mga naituro ng <strong>YFC</strong> sakin.</span></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#993399;"></span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#993399;">Sa <strong>YFC</strong> naramdaman ko din ang halaga ko, lalo na nung nag karon kami ng botohan at isa ako sa naboto bilang <strong>DOCU</strong>, hindi ko inisip na magiging <strong>EXECOM</strong> ako dahil isa palang akong baguhan sa <strong>YFC</strong> at hindi pa ganun kalawak ang kaalaman ko about sa pagiging <strong>YFC</strong>. Nung sinabi nga na magbobotohan ng mga bagong <strong>EXECOM</strong> naisip ko kung ano ba yun at anong ginagawa dun hanggang sa nagkaron ng talk tugkol dun at doon ko nalaman kung anong ibig sabihin nun.</span></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#993399;"></span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#993399;">Dito rin sa <strong>YFC</strong> naranasan ko ulit sumayaw sa ibabaw ng stage kaharap ang madaming tao. Matagal ko ng hindi nararanasan ang sumayaw simula nuong tumungtong ako sa kolehiyo huling sayaw ko ay noong 1st yr. 1st sem palang ako sa kolehiyo pero ngayon ay mag 3rd yr. na ako <span style="color:#ffcccc;">*dapat pero nagshift ako kya 2nd n' 3rd yr. ako*</span> at taon na din yung nakalipas nung huli akong sumayaw sa maraming nanunuod hindi man ganun kadami pero nasa 300 nadin na estudyante un,un ung huling beses akong sumayaw. Pero ng dahil sa <strong>YFC</strong> nakasayaw ulit ako hindi ko alam pero nung may naghahanap ng sasayaw para sa <strong>YEAREND</strong> party ng <strong>YFC</strong> nagtxt agad ako na gusto ko kahit nahihiya ako. Nagpraktice lang ako ng isang araw dahil kinabukasan na yung sayaw pero nagawa ko padin siya dahil alam ko sasayaw ako para sa <strong>GOD</strong> ko.</span></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#993399;"></span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#993399;">Pangalawang sayaw ko sa <strong>YFC</strong> ay nung <strong>15th ILC</strong> na ginanap noong <strong>APRIL 4-6</strong>. Noong una may nag GM <em>(Group Message)</em> sa akin na naghahanap daw ng mga gustong sumayaw for <strong>ILC</strong> nagtxt agad ako sa finorward na number at kinabukasan nalaman ko din na hindi lang ako sa <strong>PIYU</strong> ang sasayaw pati si <strong>PAKNER</strong> at <strong>DADI MJ</strong>. Ang akala pa nga naming sayaw ay simple lang parang yung ginawa ko lang noong <strong>YEAREND</strong> pero hindi pala yun basta basta. Konti palang kami nung 1st training at ang sabi sa amin ay kelangan ng 35-40 dancers dahil malaki ang stage at may costume pa. Nagulat ako dahil hindi pala ito katulad ng inaasahan ko pero natuwa din ako na napabilang ako dito sasayaw ka sa harap ng sampung libo mahigit na katao. Sabi sa amin ang kelangan namin na oras ay tatlong buwan para maayos at maging maganda ang sayaw namin dahil hindi lang isa ang isasayaw namin kundi dalawang gabi kaming sasayaw na magkaiba ang steps at tugtug ngunit kulang na kami sa oras. Akala naming lahat ay hindi namin magagawa ng maayos ang sayaw at hindi namin matatapos pero dahil alam namin na ginagawa namin iyon para kay GOD nagtiwala kami sa mga sarili namin at sa bawat isa na kaya namin yun. Sa tatlong linggo na yun nagawa namin na magsayaw ng maayos kahit may mga konting sablay kami at may nabuo din sa amin na sobrang astig na samahan na kahit sino hindi kayang pantayan dahil sa bawat araw na pag punta namin sa dance house o sa BRB man yan may mga kulitan,bonding, tawanan, asaran na nagaganap kapag water break at yung mga simpleng bagay na yun ang nagkumpleto sa mga araw ng bawat isa sa amin. Kasama din namin sa mga araw ng training namin ang <strong>BDC</strong> <em>(Believe Dance Company)</em> at sila ang mga naging inspirasyon ng bawat isa sa amin. Pagkatapos ng ILC na naganap nabuo namin ang pangalan na <strong>PDC </strong><em>(Production Dance Company)</em> isa sa mga nagpapatunay na iba na ang samahan naming lahat hindi lang basta basta sayaw ang nagawa namin pati ang kakaibang bonding at samahan. Minahal namin ang isat isa sa amin. Pero kung hindi ako naging isa sa pamilya ng <strong>YFC</strong> hindi ko makikilala ang mga tao sa likod ng <strong>PDC</strong> at hindi ko mararanasan ang ganitong kasayang buhay.</span></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#993399;"></span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#993399;">Marami man akong pinagdadaanang problema sa pagdaan ng mga araw pero alam ko swerte parin ako kesa sa iba na halos ikamatay nila ang problema nila. Bigla tuloy pumasok sa isip ko yung mga bagay bagay na ginagawa ko dati <span style="color:#ffcccc;">*sabi ko sa inyo hindi ako good girl eh*</span> sobrang daming bagay ang ginawa ko at halos nag rebelde na ko madami akong kalokohan na ginawa noong nasa hayskul palang ako at dahil yun sa patong patong na problema ko pero ng dahil sa <strong>YFC</strong> ang dami kong nabago at natutunan. Ang daming nabago, nawala at dumating sa buhay ko simula noong nakilala ko ang <strong>YFC</strong>.</span></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#993399;"></span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#993399;">Isa narin na dumating sa buhay ko ang isa sa mga taong nagpapasaya ng araw ko ang <strong>GG</strong> <em>(God's Gift or BF)</em> ko na si <strong>STEVENSON BESORIO</strong>. Hindi ko akalain na makalipas ang isang taon at dahil takot na muli ako magmahal dahil sa ilang beses na kong nasaktan may makikilala pa ulit ako at magmamahal ulit ng isang tao <span style="color:#ffcccc;">*natigil ako magsulat 4:30am at ngaun 4:30pm/4:14:08 itutuloy ko na ang panibagong post ko*</span>. Nakilala ko ang taong to ng dahil din sa <strong>YFC</strong> pero hindi galing sa <strong>PIYU</strong> main galing siya sa <strong>PIYU EAC</strong>. Meron din kasi akong kilalang mga <strong>YFC</strong> sa <strong>EAC</strong> at bagong sali palang sila sa <strong>YFC</strong> <span style="color:#ffcccc;">*heroe's baby*</span> ng makilala ko sila, lima silang nagcamp and nagiisa lang siyang lalaki. Nuong una hindi ko siya pinapansin at ayun hanggang sa may nag reto saming dalawa at sabi para daw may ka date ako for valentines day. Hindi ko naman sineryoso yun pero hindi ko akalain na totoo pala yung sinabi nung taong nag reto samin. Bago pa sumapit ang araw ng mga <strong>PUSO</strong> palagi na kaming mag katext pero hindi kami ganun sa personal dahil nagkakahiyaan pa, parang hindi kami magkakilala pag nagkikita kami or isang simpleng ngiti lang ang ginagawa namin para sabihing <strong>HI</strong>. Pero pag katapos ng araw ng mga <strong>PUSO</strong> unti unti na kaming naging malapit sa isat-isa at lalo namin kinilala ang ugali ng bawat isa. Madami din kaming bagay na pinagkakasunduan na hindi namin inakala na magkakasundo kami. Habang tumatagal lalong nagiging malapit kami sa isat-isa at walang araw na hindi kami mag katext. <strong>March 3, 2008</strong> pumunta siya sa bahay namin at dun sinabi kong mahal ko na din siya ng hindi ko alam kung pano at kelan nag umpisa pero we decided na hindi muna gawing official na kami until makapag paalam siya sa mga<strong> LEADERS</strong> ko dahil nga pareho kaming <strong>YFC</strong> at gusto ko galangin niya kung saan ako nag mulang pamilya sa <strong>YFC</strong> hindi man niya nagawa yun sa lahat pero nakakatuwa na sinubukan niya at sa ilang leaders ay nakausap niya. Sobrang galing lang kasi napatunayan na kaya yang gawin kung ano yung dapat. Para sakin ang <strong>GG</strong> ko ang bonus ni <strong>GOD</strong> for me and kung marami pang bagay ang darating sa buhay ko at marami pa kong makikilala masasabi ko na hindi lang ako swerte kundi ubod ng swerte dahil unti unti niyang ibinibigay lahat ng hinahanap ko dati pa.</span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#993399;"></span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#993399;">Pagmamahal ng isang tunay na pamilya naramdaman ko simula ng naging isa akong <strong>YFC</strong> at alam ko at gagawin ko ang lahat para maging daan ako ng pamilya ko sa magandang pag sasamahan. Mahirap dahil hindi ako yung taong open sa lahat ng bagay sa pamilya ko pero alam ko kasama ko ang <strong>DIYOS</strong> ko para lutasin lahat at gawan lahat ng paraan upang maayos kung ano man ang kadalasang hindi pinagkakasunduan ng pamilya ko.</span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#993399;"></span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#993399;">Sobrang daming kakaibang bagay ang nangyari sa akin simula ng naging isa ako sa <strong>YFC</strong>. Madami silang itinuro, ipinarealize, at ipinaramdam din nila sakin kung gano ako kahalaga dito sa mundo. Maraming beses ko ng ginawa ang hindi magagandang bagay sa sarili ko dahil na rin sa mga bagay bagay na hindi ko maintindihan nuon at ang akala ko sa sarili ko nuon ay napaka walng kwenta ko at hindi ako makapaghintay sa mga sagot sa mga tanong ko dati. Ngayon unti unti ng lumawak ang kaisipan ko at madami ng nagbago sa buhay ko dahil narin sa pagmamahal na ipinaramdam ng mga tao sa loob ng <strong>YFC</strong>.</span></div><br /><div align="justify"></div><br /><div align="justify"><strong><u><span style="color:#663366;"><span style="color:#ffccff;">R</span><span style="color:#ff99ff;">E</span><span style="color:#cc66cc;">A</span><span style="color:#cc33cc;">L</span><span style="color:#993399;">I</span><span style="color:#663366;">Z</span><span style="color:#663366;">A</span><span style="color:#330033;">T</span><span style="color:#663366;">I</span><span style="color:#993399;">O</span></span><span style="color:#cc33cc;">N</span><span style="color:#cc33cc;">:</span></u></strong></div><br /><div align="justify"></div><br /><div align="justify"><em><span style="color:#993399;">May mga bagay at problema padin akong dinadala ngaun pero kahit madami pa ito at ng laki nasasabi ko nalang sa sarili ko hindi ko dapat dibdibin at una ko dapat gawin ay magdasal lang ng magdasal at sabihin sa GOD ko na salamat sa mga problema na pinagdadaanan ko dahil dito natututo akong maging malakas at tumayo sa sarili kong mga paa. Lahat naman ng bagay na ibinibigay at kinukuha niya may kapalit minsan hindi man natin nagugustuhan pero sa mga bagay na yun may mga paliwanag at kelangan lang nating maghintay sa takdang panahon o oras. Hindi naman lahat ng bagay na gusto natin ay agad nating makukuha. Matuto lang tayong magtiis at maghintay dahil lahat ng sagot sa mga tanong at mga paliwanag na gusto natin marining ay darating at darating kung maghihintay lang tayo.</span></em></div><br /><div align="justify"></div><br /><div align="justify"><strong>(done 5:20pm/4:14:08)</strong></div>miemiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02020974017598591682noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3353344483738377089.post-3093618121187595002008-03-28T22:01:00.016+08:002008-12-11T01:17:18.630+08:00ANG SAKIT PALA!!!<div align="justify"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R-0OwffDwkI/AAAAAAAAAHM/vpOYHVCURVg/s1600-h/1_237303463l.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5182814972421587522" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R-0OwffDwkI/AAAAAAAAAHM/vpOYHVCURVg/s320/1_237303463l.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Ang sakit pala at ang lungkot pala ng bahay namin kapag wala na ang mga pinsan ko..</span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ffffff;">Akala ko nung dumating ang kanilang ina at sinabi na kukunin na sila ok lang sakin at walang sakit na mararamdaman kasi mawawalan na ko ng parating pinagsasabihan at siyempre minsan na inaaway pero mali pala yun ngaun ko lang naramdaman ang sakit pala talaga na malayo sa mga taong napalapit na sayo ng sobra at kasama mo sa araw-araw..<br /></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span></div><br /><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;">Simula pag gising mo sa umaga sila yung magsasabing "GOODMORNING ATE" at sila rin yung kakulitan moh sa buong araw at sila padin yung huling magsasabi sayo ng "GOODNIGHT ATE".</span></div><br /><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;">Akala koh na pag wala na sila medjo mababawasan ang pag kagulo ng bahay namin dahil nga sa mga bata sila ayun siyempre may time na nakakainis dahil makukulit at pasaway sila kaya yun ang inakala ko na medjo mababawasan ang pagkagulo ng bahay pero ngaun naisip ko sana hindi nalang sila umalis kasi mas masaya ang bahay na to at mas maingay kahit makukulit sila. </span></div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ffffff;">Ang sakit pala na wala na yong mga taong nakasama mo sa araw araw, kakulitan, kaasaran, kakilitian at kasabay sa hapag kainan. Naalala ko unang dating palang ng pinsan ko na si KRISTINA galing amerika nagkasakit agad siya na sobrang taas ng lagnat at ako ang naging tagapag alaga niya kahit nandito pa mama niya, sakin siya tumabi sa pag tulog na ako ay hindi makatulog dahil sobrang nagaalala ko sa kanya dahil sa taas ng lagnat, ako din ang nag papaligo sa kanya dahil kasalukuyan palang siyang tatlong taon nun at ngaun na umalis na sila malapit na siyang mag pitong taon. Para ko na kasi silang nakababatang kapatid. Naalala ko din nung unang tumira sila ditong dalawa sobrang nagulat ako dahil madadagdagan kami dito sa bahay at halos ayaw ko pa nga dahil magiging magulo ang bahay namin dahil dalawang bata ang titira sa amin. Pero ngaun ito na tatlong taon mahigit silang nakatira samin ngaun wala na sila ang sakit pala..</span></div><br /><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ffffff;">Parang kahapon lang kakarating lang nila dito at halos ayaw pa nilang makipag usap samin, at parang kelan lang ang liit pa nila at hindi pa sila ganung nakakaintindi ng mga pinaguusapan at si KRISTINA halos hindi pa marunong mag salita ng tagalog pero ngaun nakakintindi na sila pareho. Si MIGUEL naging honor student nung grade one siya at ako pa ang naging tutor niya sa mga assignments niya pero ngaun ayun grade three na siya bago siya umalis ang sakit lang na yung inalagaan mo at tinuruan mo ng matagal na panahon biglaan nalang mawawala ang sakit sa pakiramdam na parang may tinusok sa puso mong espada grabe pala yung sakit na mararamdaman mo.</span></div><br /><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ffffff;">Kaninang umaga hindi ko alam kung sasama ako sa pagahatid sa kanila sa airport pero sabi ko sa sarili ko sige ito na ung huling beses na makakasama ko sila eh limang taon pa hihintayin ko bago ulit sila bumalik at makita ko ulit sila, tanong ko lang sa sarili ko makilala pa kaya nila kami?ako?sana nga. Si MIGUEL halos hindi na nakatulog sa pag ka excite pero si KRISTINA ayaw na niyang bumangon dahil parang alam na niya ang mangyayari na babalik na siya sa amerika.</span></div><br /><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ffffff;">Habang nasa sasakyan at papuntang airport tahimik lang si KRISTINA dahil ayaw niya talagang umuwi sa amerika samantalang si MIGUEL sobrang excited na dahil ngaun lang siya makakapunta dun. Hindi sinabi kay KRISTINA na uuwi na sila dahil nga ayaw niya talagang sumama. Nakababa na kami sa airport nakaramdam na si KRISTINA na uuwi na sila at panay ang pabuhat niya sakin. "ATE BUHAT ME" yan ung words na sinasabi niya sakin at halos ayaw na niyang bumaba sakin kahit sobrang pagod na ko ayaw padin niya bumaba sakin hanggang sa pinaupo ko muna siya sandali at nakita ko na tulala siya nilapitan ko at biglang yakap agad siya sakin at sabay sabi ulit na "ATE BUHAT ME" binuhat ko ulit siya at maya maya lang napagod na ulit ako dahil sa sobrang bigat niya at pagkababa ko sa kaniya dumatin na yung mama niya at kelangan na nilang pumasok dahil 7am na at ang flyt nila ay 8am bago sila umalis hindi na ko pinansin ni KRISTINA dahil binigay ko na siya sa mama niya pero bago ko siya ibaba sa pagkakabuhat ko sa kaniya namumula na yung mata niya na parang maguumpisa ng umiyak. Pagkakuha ng mama niya sa kanya yumakap siya kay MOMMY at umiyak at sobrang naiyak at nasaktan din ako dahil sa nakita ko siyang umiyak at ayaw ng bumitiw kay MOMMY sobrang sakit pala na ganun yung makikita mo sa airport.</span></div><br /><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ffffff;">After how many years na nakasama mo sila sa araw araw na buhay mo bigla nalang silang mawawala. Ang lungkot pala ng bahay pag ganito ang makikita mo pag dumating ka walang batang sasalubong sayo at magsasabing "ATE ANONG PASALUBONG MOH SAKIN?" kakamiss din pala yung mga ganung bagay.</span></div><br /><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ffffff;">Kaylangan ko ng masanay sa ganitong bahay tahimik, walang bata, walang makulit, walang manghihingi ng pasalubong sayo. Kaylangan ko ng tanggapin ang mga bagay na wala na samin ngaun.</span></div><br /><div align="left"></div><div align="justify"><strong><em><u><span style="color:#993399;">MY REALIZATION:</span></u></em></strong></div><br /><div align="justify"><strong><em><u><span style="color:#993399;"></span></u></em></strong></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ffccff;">Lahat ng bagay at tao sa mundo mo ngaun ay aalis, mahalin mo at pahalagahan mo lahat ng tao na kasama mo ngaun at sa lahat ng bagay hindi ka pwedeng hindi masaktan kaya tanggapin mo lang kung ano man ang nagyayari sayo lahat naman yan ay may kapalit na magandang magyayari.</span></div><br /><div align="justify"></div></div>miemiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02020974017598591682noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3353344483738377089.post-76938830549208178932008-03-19T17:46:00.007+08:002008-12-11T01:17:18.773+08:00We Want the World to know/Rock On CAMP (YFC-FEU and PUP)..<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R-DruWk9EQI/AAAAAAAAAHE/cARo6EEJhrc/s1600-h/1_824695094l.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5179398753043157250" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R-DruWk9EQI/AAAAAAAAAHE/cARo6EEJhrc/s320/1_824695094l.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div><span style="color:#663300;"><strong><em>MARCH 15-17, 2008..</em></strong></span></div><div><span style="color:#663300;"><strong><em>Glory of the Garden Antipolo..</em></strong></span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="color:#ffffff;">Grabe astig ng CAMP namin astig ng binigay ni GOD akalain mo na hindi lang ang</span> <strong><em><span style="color:#660000;">YFC-FEU</span></em></strong> <span style="color:#ffffff;">ang nagcamp sa GLORY kasama nadin ang</span> <strong><em><span style="color:#660000;">YFC-PUP</span></em></strong></span><span style="color:#ffffff;">..</span></div><br /><div>Nung una akala namin na hindi magiging madami ung participant namin pero nagulat kami 28 ang participant ng FEU at nabalitaan pa namin na kasma namin ang PUP na magcacamp ang astig lang kasi hindi namin akalain na makaksma at makakabonding namin ang PUP..</div><br /><div>Ang saya ng naging camp namin bukod sa madami kaming naging participant ang daming bagay ang itinuro samin at ipinarealize samin ni GOD...<br /><br /></div><div><strong><em>1st night</em></strong> palang sobrang astig ng talk 1 na ang speaker ay si <strong><span style="color:#660000;">DIANA(YFC-FEU)</span></strong> pero bago mag talk may play pa kaming ginwa ginaya namin ung play sa tugtog na EVERYTHING astig kahit on the spot kami nagplay nagawa nmn un ng maauz at hindi kami nahiya sa mga naging role namin at kahit na medjo nagmadali sa talk dahil pagod na lahat ng participant at gutom na still nandun parin ung eagerness ng mga bagong participant na makinig ng talk at may matutunan. After ng lahat ng activities lights off na siyempre at nagkarong ng meeting ang mga service team magkasma ang PIYU at PIYUPI at dun nagkasundo lahat about sa mga gagawing activities..</div><br /><br /><div><strong><em>2nd day</em></strong> ang talk 2 na ang speaker ay si kuya <span style="color:#660000;"><strong>ALVIN (YFC-PUP)</strong></span> astig din kasi buhay na buhay ang mga taong nakikinig sa talk niya at after ng talk niya nagkaron kami ng activities prepared by YFC-PUP un ung team building na kahit hindi magkakakilala ung magkkagrupo ang galing lang kasi nagawa nmn lahat ng maauz at maganda wew..</div><br /><br /><div><strong><em>2nd day afternoon</em></strong> talk 3 na ang speaker ay si kuya <span style="color:#660000;"><strong>JM (YFC-FEU)</strong></span> grabe galing ng talk niya kasi may reflection siyang ginwa na alam kong lahat ng BABIES ay natouch at nakapag reflect. Hindi koh man siya narinig mag talk dahil nagin prayer warrior akoh dat time okhei lang kasi alam koh astig din ung talk niya dahil ang daming nagsasabi na natouch sila sa bawat talk na napakinggan nila. After ng talk siesta time na at siyempre one to one's session na awoo astig kasi apat ung hinwakan koh at ung dalawa kong hawak ay late na dumating pero nahabol padin sarap ng feeling..<br /></div><div></div><br /><div><strong><em><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="color:#663366;"><span style="font-size:85%;">"FACI nnmn akoh ang astig lang kasi fullfilment ung naramdaman koh nun,second time koh palang magFACI pero grabe ang sarap ng feeling kesa nung first time kasi kabado pa koh nun at ngaun apat pa ang hinawakan koh wew astig tlga ni GOD kasi ginbayan niya koh habang nagFAFACI akoh at hindi niya koh iniwan nung time na un sobrang galing lang talga niya."</span><br /></span></span></em></strong></div><div></div><br /><div>At night before magstart ang talk 4 nagkaron kami ng <strong><em>TOUNGES WORKSHOP</em></strong> na pinanghawakan ni <strong><span style="color:#660000;">KUYA ALEX</span> <span style="color:#660000;">(YFC-NRMF)</span></strong> astig lang kasi galing din niya magpareflect grabe ang astig niya maging leader sapul talga ung pagmamahal ni KRISTO sa puso moh,...</div><br /><br /><div><strong><em>2nd night</em></strong> na wew talk 4 na ang mabigat at ang magdadala ng napaka astig na talk ay si <strong><span style="color:#660000;">TATAY GEH(YFC-FEU)</span></strong> ang nagiisa kong tatay wew habang nagtatalk siya aun nagumpisa na kong kabahan pero unti unting nawawala un nung naguumpisa ng magpareflect si TATAY grabe ang astig nung talk sobra kasi habang nagppray over na kami lahat ng hawak koh at ni ly umiyak astig sobrang alam koh na natamaan sila sa talk kaya ganun at siyempre alam koh dahil kay GOD hinwakan niya at pinuno niya ng pagmamahal ung WWW/Rock ON babies kya maganda at fullfilment ung kinalabasan..<br /><br /></div><div><strong><em>3rd day</em></strong> wew huhu last day na uwian na tsk tsk sana hindi na matapos ung day nun pero wala eh lahat may katapusan huhu pero alam namin magsasama pa kaming lahat. Talk 5 na ang speaker ay si <strong><span style="color:#660000;">ATE KAREN (YFC-FEU)</span></strong> hindi koh na narinig ung talk niya kasi nakatulog akoh woopss ala poh kasing tulog simula nung 1st night kya bumawi kahit sandali lang ng tulog dahil after ng camp derecho na kami sa training ng ILC dance prod. wew. After ng lahat ng talk ayun nagkaron kami ng activities bawi time for TIMEOUT babies ang game ay FOLLOW THE MASTER's VOICE wew ano un secret haha!!Sa mga nakakalam ahoo sshhh quiet lang ha?..Aun ang saya kahit ala akong boses ang galing lang kasi kaya koh pa magsalita haha...<br /><br /></div><div>After ng lahat laht ng talk nagkaron ng munting surprise para sa mga gagraduate at aalis ng FEU sila<strong><em><span style="color:#660000;"> DADI NICK, NANAY KOOKOO, ATE GAYE, KUYA RENIER, ATE HERS AT KUYA LEVEN..</span></em></strong> After ng surprise huhu iyakan kami 2 d max kakalungkot kasi eh huhu pero alam namin kahit aalis na sila nanjan padin sila para gabayan at mahalain kami siyempre pati kami mahal namin silang lahat sobra at hindi namin sila makakalimutan.<br /></div><div></div><br /><div>Laht ng yan ung nangyari sa <span style="font-size:180%;color:#660000;"><em><strong>WWW/Rock On CAMP </strong></em><span style="font-size:100%;color:#000000;">ng</span><em><strong> YFC FEU/PUP</strong></em></span> ang super sa astig at fullfilment na camp madami pang hindi koh na isulat at nailagay dito pero kung nandun ka masasbi moh at mraramdaman moh tlga ang sobrang pagmamahal ni KRISTO sa bawat makakasama at makakausap moh na tao sa 2days at 2 nights na un...</div><div></div>miemiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02020974017598591682noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3353344483738377089.post-26935804339344266422008-03-14T02:16:00.012+08:002008-12-11T01:17:18.936+08:00Election...<div align="justify"><span style="color:#666600;">It was <span style="color:#cc0000;">March 12,2008</span> when we held our election for the new EXECOM and EVP of the YFC-FEU..</span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#666600;">First</span> <span style="color:#ff0000;">Monday night</span><span style="color:#ff0000;"> (March 10,2008)</span> <span style="color:#666600;">someone text us and said that in Wednesday (March 12,2008) 3-5pm at campus min hall we will be having our election we are all expecting to come if we are not busy.</span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#666600;">But</span> <span style="color:#ff0000;">Tuesday night (March 11, 2008)</span> <span style="color:#996633;"><span style="color:#666600;">again someone text us and said that only the Core, Execom's and the officers are the required to attend in that election and the rest will be inform if they are also required for some reason's that I don't even know. In that day after that person text us I never expect that I can be a part of that election. After a few hours I received a text message from my TATAY GEH and he said that I am one of those who will be needing and who will be part of the election. In my case because I am a newly born YFC-FEU I was so shocked because I don't even know what are those position that will be needing in YFC-FEU, I know what they call it but the true meaning of that position is the things I don't know. After that i feel so happy because even I am only new in YFC I can still be part of YFC-FEU election</span>.</span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff0000;">Wednesday afternoon (March 12,2008)</span><span style="color:#666600;"> 2pm when I arrived in FEU the first person I saw was Kuya LEVEN, I ask him if he has a class and then he said none and I ask him where she will go he said that in the office of our Mami Emma I ask him again if I can come he said yes. After we went to the office of our Mami Emma we go straight to CM hall the place where will be having the election in that day. We are the first person who came in, not only who came in we are also the person's who ask to the lady Guard that is taking care of that place if she can open the CM hall and the lady GUARD knows it if we said that we are from YFC. After we came in both (Kuya LEVEN and ME) I decided to go out of CM hall and go to freedom park where my TATAY GEH stay with ATE WIL. After a few minutes we both came in, at the CM hall and wait for the speaker and for the other's to arrive that are also invited in the election.</span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#cc0000;">March 12, 2008 pass 4pm</span> <span style="color:#000099;"><span style="color:#666600;">when we start to listen in the speaker (Kuya Ace of YFC-UE). In his talk he explains all the position and all the things that EXECOM and EVP should do and follow. After his talk he lead us in to a prayer for us to vote in GOD's plan and he said that we need to continue praying while writing the names of the people we want to be in that position. While praying and before writing the names in the paper I have I went to CHAPEL of course by myself and there I pray hard and ask GOD who he wants me to vote for EXECOM's and for EVP. After few minutes of praying and voting Dadi Gino, Nanay KooKoo and Kuya Ace was the person's who count the vote's. After they know the results all the leaders went out to pray I think and talk for a while.</span> <span style="color:#990000;">6pm pass</span> </span><span style="color:#666600;">when they came in again and bring all the results for the new EXECOM's and EVP. Dadi Gino was the one who will be announcing the new people who was elected in such positions. </span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#666600;">When Dadi Gino start to announce I feel excited for those people who will be elected and who will be our next leaders. First dadi Gino announce the</span> <span style="color:#009900;">SPECIAL PROJECT</span> <span style="color:#000099;"><span style="color:#666600;">position when he tries to look for them they are both not present</span> <span style="color:#666600;"><u>MYRTLE</u> went home and <u>JUSTIN</u> fix his Statistic subject. Still we know in their presence that they will be a good leaders. Second that dadi Gino</span> </span><span style="color:#666600;">announced was the</span> <span style="color:#009900;">DOCU </span><span style="color:#666600;">position he said</span> "<em>ung name nila magkasunod sa alphabet"</em> <span style="color:#666600;">and finally he announced tha name <u>NESTY</u> and <u>MIMI</u>.</span> <em>"Wew it was me I was shocked I got a position and I will be having a real partner in EXECOM wew".</em> <span style="color:#666600;">Third he announced was the</span> <span style="color:#009900;">EVANGE</span> <span style="color:#666600;">position and the person's get that particular position was <u>RANIEL</u> and <u>ATE KAREN</u>. Fourth was the</span> <span style="color:#006600;">SOC. POL</span> <span style="color:#666600;">position <u>KUYA JM</u> and <u>ATE WIL</u>. Second to the last he announced was the</span> <span style="color:#009900;">MARKETING and FINANCE</span> <span style="color:#000099;"><span style="color:#666600;">and the last was the EVP of course but it take a few minutes before DADI Gino announced it he get a trophy for some commercial and most exciting moment because the EVP will be the next president of the YFC-FEU. Finally he announced the</span> <span style="color:#009900;">MARKETING AND FINANCE</span> <span style="color:#666600;">is <u>ATE KHAYE</u> and <u>KUYA JV</u> the</span> <strong><span style="color:#6600cc;">EVP</span></strong> <span style="color:#666600;">is</span> <strong><u>DADI MJ.</u></strong></span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#000099;"><span style="color:#666600;">This was the story behind the election that we held</span> <span style="color:#990000;">last</span> <span style="color:#990000;">wednesday (MARCH 12, 2008)</span> <span style="color:#666600;">I wasn't expecting that I could get a position as one of the EXECOM of YFC-FEU. I know it is GOD"s plan and I will do my very best to be a good EXECOM of course with my PARTNER kuya NESTY</span>.</span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#990000;">THE NEW EXECOM and EVP of YFC-FEU...</span></div><p><br /><span style="color:#000099;"><strong>EVP:</strong></span><br /><br /><u><span style="color:#990000;">* Dadi Mj</span></u><br /><br /><strong><span style="color:#000099;">SOC. POL. :</span><br /></strong><u><span style="color:#990000;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R9mFrGk9EPI/AAAAAAAAAG8/2I-UXq2ovWY/s1600-h/1_145082257l.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5177316222185574642" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R9mFrGk9EPI/AAAAAAAAAG8/2I-UXq2ovWY/s320/1_145082257l.jpg" border="0" /></a></span></u><br /><u><span style="color:#990000;">*VP- Kuya JM</span></u><br /><u><span style="color:#990000;"></span></u><br /><u><span style="color:#990000;">*AVP- Ate Wil</span></u><br /><br /><strong><span style="color:#000099;">MARKETING and FINANCE:</span><br /></strong><br /><span style="color:#990000;"><u>*VP- Kuya Jv</u></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#990000;"><u>*AVP- Ate Khaye</u></span><br /><br /><strong><span style="color:#000099;">EVANGE:</span><br /></strong><br /><span style="color:#990000;"><u>*VP- Raniel</u></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#990000;"><u>*AVP- Ate Karen</u></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#000099;"><strong>DOCU:</strong></span><br /><br /><u><span style="color:#993399;"><strong>*VP- Kuya Nesty</strong></span></u><br /><br /><u><span style="color:#993399;"><strong>*AVP- Me,Myself and I: MIMI</strong></span></u><br /><br /><span style="color:#000099;"><strong>SPECIAL PROJECT:</strong></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#990000;"><u>*VP- Justin</u></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#990000;"><u>*AVP- Myrtle</u></span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#666600;">CONGRATS 2 ALL OF US NEW EXECOM AND EVP ALL 4 GOD...<br />GOD MADE IT..<br /><br />YFC-FEU congrats 2 all of us we are all leaders!!<br />GODBLESS!!<br /></span><span style="color:#000099;"></span></p><p><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#000099;"><strong>JESUS rockz!!!!</strong></span> </p><p></p><p>*after a month I made my new post wew!!!*</p>miemiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02020974017598591682noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3353344483738377089.post-37270068751233219192008-01-27T21:29:00.000+08:002008-12-11T01:17:19.362+08:00DAMAGE HAS BEEN DONE...<img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5160152125569207666" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R5yLBL-HjXI/AAAAAAAAAF8/69sVRWEp2Ow/s320/cUtIe+Me...005.jpg" border="0" /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Am I wrong to ask them, Am I wrong to be concerned to them?... </span><br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Am I a bad Friend of them...<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Bakit ganun?..</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Mali ba na maging concern sa kanila, mali ba na magalala sa kanila...<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Mali ba na magtanong akoh kung may problema sila?..<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Anong klaseng kaibigan ba koh bakit akoh ganito sa kanila...</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#009900;">Hindi ba koh marunong magpahalaga sa mga tao sa paligid koh..<br />Akala koh magiging matatag kami, akala koh kami ang magkakaintindihan sa isat-isa..</span><br /><span style="color:#009900;">Pero bakit ngaun nasa gitna kaming tatlo ng pagkakahiwa-hiwalay.</span><br /><span style="color:#009900;">Anong nangyayari samin, kaylangan koh sila at hindi koh sila kayang mawala sakin pero hindi koh din alam kung anong dapat kong gawin para maging maaus lahat ng toh...</span><br /><span style="color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="color:#009900;">Saan akoh dapat magumpisa at anong dapat kong gawin para malagpasan lahat ng toh at maibalik lahat sa dati ung pagkakaibigan namin...<br />I don't have any intention to hurt them pero wala eh nagawa koh ng makapagsalita ng mga masakit sa kanila bakit ganito akoh...<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#009900;">Lahat na lang ng tao na nagiging malapit sakin unit-unting nawawala at iniiwan akoh..May mali ba sa pakikisama koh sa kanila..Aukoh ng mawala sila sakin dahil sila nalang ung nakakaintindi sakin at sila nalang ung mga taong nasasandalan koh..</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#009900;">Isa lang ba tong challenge samin ni <strong><u>GOD</u></strong> para masubukan kung gano kami katatag at kung gano namin kamahal ang isat-isa...Pero bakit ganito ung challenge agad samin napakaBIGAT at hindi namin alam kung pano lulusutan dahil kahit napakaliit na butas wala akong makita..<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#009900;">Sobrang nasasaktan akoh sa mga nagyayari ngaun dahil unti-unti na nalalagyan ng lamat sa pagkakaibigan naming tatlo at hindi koh alam kung paano pigilan ang paglaki ng <strong><u>LAMAT</u></strong> na un..</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><u>DAMAGE HAS BEEN DONE</u></strong> sabi nga niya and there's no remedy within it..<br />Hindi koh naman sinasadya na makapagsabi ng mga words na hindi koh alam na makakasakit sa kanya pero isa lang naman ang gusto kong malaman mula sa kaniya kung anong rison at bakit siya lumalau samin, gusto koh lang naman malaman kung may nagawa ba kami, kung may problema ba siya samin o kung gusto niyang umiwas samin dahil nasasaktan kami sa bawat araw na lumilipas at nararamdaman naming lumalau siya samin, aus lang lang naman na sabihin niya sakin(samin) na busy siya maiintindihan naman namin un eh hindi naman kami mahirap umintindi. That's all I wanna hir..</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#009900;">That's why I ask her why did she do that to us, bakit parang lumalau siya samin pero nung sinabi koh un I don't have any intention na saktan siya sa mga words na nasabi koh..<br />Pero huli na nga lahat wala na kong magagawa nangyari na lahat ng nangyari eh..</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="color:#663366;"><u>The last words I hear from her... </u></span></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"Im moving away not becoz I want to"<br />"Im maintaning my distance not becoz I dont want to be near u"</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"Im putting up a wall not becoz u did something wrong"</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"Im moving away not becoz i hate u, but to avoid more misunderstandings."</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">"Ayokong masaktan koh pa kau lalo. kaya ok na ganito palang umalis na koh mahal koh kayong dalawa"<br /></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#009900;">Sobrang nasaktan akoh nung sinabi niya samin yan, mas patuloy akong masasaktan at hindi magiging ok kung lalau siya samin..Kaya kong tanggapin lahat ng sakit na pagdadaanan naming tatlo dahil part un ng pagiging magkakaibigan namin..That's a challenge for us..</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#009900;">Pero hindi koh kayang tangapin lahat ng sakit na idudulot ng paglayo niya samin coz everyday na maiisip koh na iniwan niya na kami at tuluyan na siyang lalau samin patuloy akong masasaktan at sisisihin ang sarili koh sa mga nangyayari...</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#009900;">Mahal koh sila hindi lang bilang isang kaibigan kundi bilang ate koh, kapatid koh...<br />Ayoko masira ng biglaan at mawala lahat ng pinagsamahan namin..</span><br /><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R5yTur-HjYI/AAAAAAAAAGE/Onhu_Ou4-nY/s1600-h/cUtIe+Me...003.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5160161703346277762" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R5yTur-HjYI/AAAAAAAAAGE/Onhu_Ou4-nY/s320/cUtIe+Me...003.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">"I thought every promise that we sed will not be broken.."</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">"I thought we will never leave each other's side.."</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">"But what now, what's going on to our friendship"..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">"It's killin me more and more..."</span>miemiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02020974017598591682noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3353344483738377089.post-29331835385426716662008-01-20T22:33:00.000+08:002008-01-21T01:05:49.900+08:00STRUGGLES bwahahah!!!<div align="center"><span style="color:#666600;"><u>Back 2 be a <strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">BLOGGER </span></strong><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">bwahahah</span>!!</u></span></div><div align="center"><u><span style="color:#666600;"></span></u><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#666600;">Its been a long <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">tym</span> since i post my last <span style="color:#cc33cc;">BLOG </span></span><span style="color:#666600;">because my mind is still empty and dunno <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">wat</span> 2 post <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">hir</span> </span><span style="color:#666600;">but I should try <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">coz</span> I <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">miz</span> having a new post..</span></div><br /><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#666600;">I will just tell how's my life doing <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">ryt</span> now after my last post </span><span style="color:#666600;">and what really encourage me to have a new <span style="color:#cc33cc;">POST</span> again...</span></div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#666600;"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">Hir</span> it goes...!</span><br /></strong></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#666600;">My life after my last post is very <span style="color:#cc33cc;">CHALLENGING</span> </span><span style="color:#666600;">because <span style="color:#cc33cc;">GOD</span> gave me a new<span style="color:#cc33cc;"> STRUGGLES </span>that really </span><span style="color:#666600;">affects me(not only me but many people) </span><span style="color:#666600;">but I should say that I'm still lucky <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">coz</span> <span style="color:#cc33cc;">GOD </span>never leave me(us) </span><span style="color:#666600;">and he gave me those people that can help me </span><span style="color:#666600;">to realize every little thing that happens to me..</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#666600;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#666600;">Now I should say that,that <span style="color:#cc33cc;">STRUGGLE</span> is the way of <span style="color:#cc33cc;">GOD </span></span><span style="color:#666600;">to teach me to be <span style="color:#cc33cc;">STRONG</span> and I know that now I am...</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#666600;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#666600;">We can't blame anyone for those <span style="color:#cc33cc;">TRIALS</span> we encounter </span><span style="color:#666600;"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">coz</span> they doesn't even know about it...</span></div><br /><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#666600;">I will just tell one of those struggle that </span><span style="color:#666600;">I've been encounter up to now...</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#666600;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffffff;">...........................................................</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#666600;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#666600;">There is a person that is close enough to me, </span><span style="color:#666600;">he's like my older brother <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">coz</span> he treat me so nice like his younger sis..</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#666600;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#666600;">But one day when I woke up I suddenly realize that I'm falling for <span style="color:#cc33cc;">HIM </span></span><span style="color:#666600;">it was wrong I know <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">coz</span> in the first place he was just only treating me </span><span style="color:#666600;">like his younger sister that's why I decided to end all of our communication. </span><span style="color:#666600;">I don't even want to see <span style="color:#cc33cc;">HIM</span> at all <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">coz</span> I know that he can't understand me </span><span style="color:#666600;"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13">coz</span> I think he's so insensitive. I am right he really is very insensitive person. </span><span style="color:#666600;">I don't want him to know all the reason's why I need to end all our communication </span><span style="color:#666600;">but he tried to ask me again and again still I didn't tell <span style="color:#cc33cc;">HIM </span></span><span style="color:#666600;">but I know and I already feel that he's getting an idea.</span></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#666600;">Why did I say so..?</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#666600;"></span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#666600;">Because one time he <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14">txted</span> me </span><span style="color:#666600;">and he said one phrase connected to what I really feel </span><span style="color:#666600;">and that really force me to get mad at <span style="color:#cc33cc;">HIM </span></span><span style="color:#666600;"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15">coz</span> that phrase is not good to hear....(grrr...) </span><span style="color:#666600;">After he said that I decided not to <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16">txt</span> <span style="color:#cc33cc;">HIM </span></span><span style="color:#666600;">anymore even I am still confused if I can do it and finally I did..</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#666600;">I just talk to <span style="color:#cc33cc;">GOD</span> about it and ask a little sign </span><span style="color:#666600;">if the thing I did is right or wrong. </span><span style="color:#666600;">If the sign happen in that week </span><span style="color:#666600;">I'm wrong </span><span style="color:#666600;">but if it isn't happen I'm right <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17">hahahha</span>!!! </span><span style="color:#666600;">Suddenly when I <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_18">discern</span> for it<span style="color:#cc33cc;"> GOD</span> gave me a sign </span><span style="color:#666600;">that <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_19">tells</span> me I'm definitely wrong but still I continue to pray about it </span><span style="color:#666600;">and it gave me a big realization <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_22">hahahah</span>!!!...</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#666600;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">REALIZATION:</span></strong></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#999900;">Not everyone can understand what u really feel </span><span style="color:#999900;">and there are still people pretending they don't know what you're </span><span style="color:#999900;">trying to say even they already know...<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_23">hahahahha</span>!!</span><span style="color:#ffcc00;">(<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_24">SPONGEBOB</span>)</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffffff;">................................................................</span></div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#006600;">Now I'm done with those struggles and i will just laugh if <span style="color:#993399;">GOD</span> will give me </span><span style="color:#006600;"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_25">anoder</span> challenge because laughing is the best medicine <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_26">haha</span>...</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#006600;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#006600;">I don't want to be <span style="color:#993399;"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_27">EMO</span></span> again <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_28">coz</span> many people <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_29">sees</span> me how I cried </span><span style="color:#006600;">when <span style="color:#993399;">GOD</span> is giving me <span style="color:#993399;">STRUGGLES</span> and <span style="color:#993399;">SATAN</span> that time is laughing..</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#006600;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#006600;">I'm strong enough to face all those <span style="color:#993399;">TRIALS</span> that <span style="color:#993399;">GOD</span> has given me </span><span style="color:#006600;">and <span style="color:#993399;"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_30">PPG</span></span> is there to cheer me up plus<span style="color:#993399;"> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_31">YFC</span></span> my second true family...</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#006600;"><span style="color:#993399;"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_32">YFC</span></span> for me is the source of my strength they made me strong enough </span><span style="color:#006600;">to face all the people trying to pull me down because <span style="color:#993399;"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_33">YFC</span> </span><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_34">pulls</span> me up.. </span><span style="color:#006600;"><span style="color:#993399;">GOD</span> really <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_35">rockz</span>!!!</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#006600;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#006600;"><span style="color:#993399;">SATAN</span> will never see me crying because of those </span><span style="color:#993399;">TRIALS,<span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_36">STRUGGLES</span></span><span style="color:#006600;">and for those <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_37">hu's</span> trying to hurt me <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_38">coz</span> I'm back, </span><span style="color:#006600;">Mimi's back the strong person I was before <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_39">hahahaha</span>!!!</span><span style="color:#993399;">(<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_40">MALDITA</span>!!)</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#006600;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#006600;"></span></div>miemiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02020974017598591682noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3353344483738377089.post-47876789797579997362008-01-07T22:28:00.000+08:002008-12-11T01:17:19.542+08:00What's happen'n to me...<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R4JMu5_mi1I/AAAAAAAAAFc/DrFGSYDipcc/s1600-h/1_255342309l.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5152765292390550354" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R4JMu5_mi1I/AAAAAAAAAFc/DrFGSYDipcc/s320/1_255342309l.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#ff0000;">I thought i am now fixed!!</span> </div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#ff6600;">But I realize I am not!!</span> </div><div align="justify"><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#6600cc;">I am definitely not <strong>FIXED!!</strong></span> </div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#3333ff;">Nor <strong>Healed!!</strong></span><br /></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#cc0000;">I thought I am strong enough to face all my <strong>BURDENS</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#cc0000;">and to heal my owns <strong>PAINS..</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#cc0000;">How can I help other people if I know deep in me that I can't help myself..</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#cc0000;"><strong>GOD</strong> is waiting outside of my heart he's knocking on me but there's a wall between us i don't know how to remove it. Don't know what's going on with my own life. Don't know who am I..</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#cc0000;">Every piece of me are <strong>BROKEN</strong> definitely hard to fixed.</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#cc0000;">How can I start fixing all those pieces, don't know where to start.</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#cc0000;">Don't know how to remove the wall between me and my <strong>GOD</strong>.</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#cc0000;">I know <strong>GOD</strong> is still waiting outside of me.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;color:#cc0000;">He's hungry, sick, thirsty yet he's still waiting for me to remove the wall, open the door to my heart and mind.</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;color:#cc0000;">I know <strong>GOD</strong> is the only one that can help me to fixed my self.</span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;color:#cc0000;">But there's hindrances why GOD can't enter my heart, my mind and all of me.</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#cc0000;">I really can't find those hindrances between me and my GOD.</span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;color:#cc0000;"></span></div><br /><div align="justify"><u><strong><span style="color:#ff6666;">---That's what I am last nyt-----</span></strong></u><br /></div><br /><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;color:#6600cc;"></span></p><br /><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;color:#6600cc;">I</span><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;color:#6600cc;"> wan't to be happy without pretending.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;color:#6600cc;">I wan't to be strong enough to face all those pains in me.</span> </p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;color:#6600cc;">I wan't to get out of this problem for me to let go of myself.</span> </p><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;color:#6600cc;">I wan't GOD to enter my life, my heart and my mind.</span><br /></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;color:#6600cc;">I wan't to fixed myself.</span><br /></div><br /><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;color:#6600cc;">I wan't GOD to use me.</span> </p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;color:#6600cc;">I wan't to serve GOD without hesitation.</span><br /></p><p align="justify"><u><strong><span style="color:#ff6666;">---This is all i want--- </span></strong></u></p><br /><p align="justify"><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;"><span style="color:#cc9933;">Last nyt sumone hit me at my back and say <em>"Don't let Satan enter to ur heart, Don't show to him that your weak".</em></span></span><br /></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;color:#cc9933;">And suddenly I realize he's right and I wake up to the reality that I need to remove all the walls and hindrances between me and my <strong>GOD </strong>and i will let <strong>GOD </strong>enter my life, my heart and my mind.</span><br /></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;color:#cc9933;">I cried so hard because I'm guilty coz <strong>GOD </strong>get sick, hungry and thirsty because he's waiting for me to remove the wall and open the door to my heart.</span><br /></p><br /><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;color:#cc9933;">I realize that he really love's me and he's willing to wait for me to get only his hand.</span><br /></p><br /><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;color:#cc9933;">But still don't know how to start to get his hand even though i realize that I need HIM...</span><br /></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;color:#cc9933;">Don't know where to start my new life with.</span><br /></p><p align="justify"><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;color:#cc9933;">Don't know how to fixed myself..</span><br /></p><br /><p align="justify"><span style="color:#cc9933;"><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">All I wan</span></span><span style="color:#cc9933;"><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">'t is to be happy without pretending and accept <strong>GOD</strong> with all of me..</span><br /><br />Becoz I know he's the only one I need.</span></p><br /><p align="justify"><u><strong><span style="color:#ff6666;">---This is Who am I ryt now---</span></strong></u><span style="color:#cc9933;"></p></span><br /><div align="justify"></div>miemiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02020974017598591682noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3353344483738377089.post-57568249484649070522008-01-04T22:53:00.000+08:002008-12-11T01:17:19.919+08:00I am now FIXED!!<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R35Jm5_mizI/AAAAAAAAAFM/As1E3ny8O4k/s1600-h/4.bmp"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5151635956509870898" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R35Jm5_mizI/AAAAAAAAAFM/As1E3ny8O4k/s320/4.bmp" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#6600cc;">I do have alot's of burden inside of me..</span><br /></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#6600cc;">Cguro nga tama ung naging mess. sakin ni GOD...</span></div><br /><div align="justify"><br /><span style="color:#006600;">I have 2 let go of it...<br />Ask some help from other people that u know can help u..</span></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#6600cc;">Sobrang naging aus akoh ngaung araw na toh..</span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span><br /></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#6600cc;">Muli akong pinaiyak ni <strong><em><span style="color:#990000;">GOD</span></em></strong> dahil niyakap niya koh during our <strong><em><span style="color:#990000;">1ST WORXP</span></em></strong> of the year, pinaiyak niya din akoh dahil pinaramdam niya na di akoh nagiisa dahil madaming taong naniniwala, nagmamahal at sumusoporta sakin.</span></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#6600cc;">Ang sarap ng feeling na marefresh lahat sa utak at puso moh ung mga bagay na unti unting nawawala sau dahil sa mga <span style="color:#990000;"><strong><em>PAINS, BURDENS </em></strong><span style="color:#6600cc;">and</span><strong><em> BITTERNESS</em></strong></span> inside of u.</span></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#6600cc;">Muling ipinaramdam sakin ni <strong><em><span style="color:#990000;">GOD</span></em></strong> na nanjan lang siya hinihintay akoh na kunin ang mga kamay niya at muli niya akong itatayo sa pagkakadapa koh dahil nagpapadala akoh sa mga bagay na humahatak sakin pababa. </span></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#6600cc;">Super sarap ng pakiramdam na nilinis at inauz ni GOD lahat ng sakit sa puso koh meron paring mga lamat ang natitira pero alam koh <strong><em><span style="color:#990000;">TIME CAN HEAL</span></em></strong>. Ang daming taong mas higit pa ang <strong><em><span style="color:#990000;">PAINS</span></em></strong> sa loob nila pro akoh mga problema koh ngaun alam koh wala pa un pero bakit akoh nagpapadala. Hindi koh kaylangan maging mahina dahil alam koh na nanjan ang mga taong nagmamahal at patuloy akong susuportahan sa lahat at gagabayan sa lahat katulad ng mga ka <em><strong><span style="color:#990000;">YFC</span></strong></em> koh. Sobrang minahal koh sila at hindi koh kayang mawala sila sakin dahil sila lang nagbibigay ng lakas ng loob sakin pero alam koh <strong><em><span style="color:#990000;">GOD HAS A BETTER PLAN FOR MY LIFE</span></em></strong> at unti unti silang kukunin sakin hanggang matutunan kong magisa at tumayo sa lahat ng mga problema koh pero sana hanggat wala pa iyon hindi sila mawala sa tabi koh dahil sila lang ang mga taong nakakatulong at nakakagabay sakin. </span></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#6600cc;">Ano nga bang <strong><em><span style="color:#990000;">PURPOSE</span></em></strong> koh bilang isang <em><strong><span style="color:#990000;">YFC</span></strong></em>. Siguro kinuha akoh ni <em><strong><span style="color:#990000;">GOD</span></strong></em> dahil alam niya na kaya koh lahat lagpasan ang <em><strong><span style="color:#990000;">BURDENS</span></strong></em> koh at alam niya na kaya kong magpagamit sa kanya para ikalat ang pangalan niya. Isa na nga siguro un sa mga <em><strong><span style="color:#990000;">PURPOSE</span></strong></em> koh dito pero kung malalaman koh lang lahat alam koh madami pa akong dapat matutunan at lagpasan para malaman at makuha ang tunay na halaga koh bilang isang <em><strong><span style="color:#990000;">TAO</span></strong></em> at bilang isa sa mga magpapakalat ng pangalan ni <em><strong><span style="color:#990000;">KRISTO</span></strong></em> sa mga taong hindi naniniwala sa kaniya.</span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><br /><div align="justify"></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#6600cc;">Alam koh ngaun pagkatapos ng WORXP namin kanina muli nanaman akong magiging maauz hindi man<strong><em><span style="color:#990000;"> TOTALLY</span></em></strong> ok pero alam koh nabawasan lahat ng<em><strong><span style="color:#990000;"> PAINS</span></strong></em> na dinadala koh.</span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><p> </p><div align="justify"><span style="color:#006600;">GOD FIXED ME..</span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#006600;">GOD FIXED MY BROKEN HEART..</span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#006600;">GOD PUT AWAY ALL MY BURDENS...</span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div>miemiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02020974017598591682noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3353344483738377089.post-71108119388996874082008-01-04T00:01:00.000+08:002008-12-11T01:17:20.116+08:00Dunno when!!..<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R30Hgp_miyI/AAAAAAAAAFE/I-FR7I3Sdac/s1600-h/1_508894554l.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5151281806391544610" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R30Hgp_miyI/AAAAAAAAAFE/I-FR7I3Sdac/s320/1_508894554l.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff0000;">Until when Im gonna hide those tears and those pains to all the persons around me?..</span></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#009900;">Siguro hanggat kaya pang dalhin ng utak at puso kong itago lahat ng luha at sakit na nararmdaman koh.</span></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#3366ff;">Hangang saan ba ang kaya koh na magkunwaring masaya kahit hindi namn ang hirap at ang bigat sakin na hindi koh maipakita sa kanila at maipadama sa kanila ung tunay kong nararamdaman ang daming problemang dumarating sakin na alam kong kaya koh naman lagpasan pero binigay ba sakin un ni GOD para tignan ang kakayanan koh at ang faith koh sa kanya o ibinigay sakin un ni GOD para isipin at ipagkatiwala din sa iba at isiping hindi akoh nagiisa. Itong BLOG na toh ang nagsisilbi sakin na takbuhan koh sa tuwing ang dami kong iniisip at ang daming gumugulo sakin nasan ba ang tunay na MIMI ung kilala ng lahat na maingay, magulo, masayahin, makulit at super kung tumawa bakit ngaun ang daming naninibago sakin at tinatanong kung akoh nga ba talga toh.</span></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#3366ff;">Naitanong koh nadin un sa sarili koh sino ba talga ang taong nasa loob koh ngaun "akoh nga ba toh?" At naitatanong koh rin sa sarili koh "karapat-dapat pa ba akong maging isang YFC" ang daming kasablayan ang nagagawa koh. Bakit ganun akoh anong nangyari sakin? Anong kaylangan kong gawin para maibalik at maging masigla ulit ang MIMI na kilala ng lahat. Pero pano koh gagawin un kung hindi koh alam kung saan akoh maguumpisa.</span></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#3366ff;">Sa araw-araw na nand2 akoh sa earth at nabubuhay may mga tao akong nasasaktan ng hindi koh namamalayan, may mga tao akong hindi koh binibigyan ng pansin kahit alam kong sila lang ang makakatulong sa lahat ng problema koh. Binigay sila sakin ni GOD para gabayan akoh at akayin akoh sa tamang landas pero bakit nagpapadala padin akoh sa mga kamalian koh?. Ano ba ang tama at mali?, ano ba ang dapat at hindi dapat kong ginagawa? Alam koh un pero bakit hindi koh padin magawa.</span></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#3366ff;">New Years eve sa halip na makisaya akoh ng gabing un mas pinili koh mag-isa sa kwarto koh, tumingin sa bintana, pagmasdan ang mga makukulay na paputok na parang umaakyat sa langit at nagiisip ng malalim kung ano ba akoh sa mundong toh?. Ano bang misyon koh at bakit akoh nandito ngaun? Ano ba ang dapat kong matutunan at ano ba dapat ang ituro koh sa mga taong kailngan akoh..</span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#3366ff;">Hindi koh mahanap ngaun kung nasan ba ang MIMI at kilala ng lahat. Hangang kaylan ba koh magiging gani2, hangang kaylan ba maitatago ang sakit ng nararamdaman koh at kelan ba koh ba maipapakita ang sarili koh sa iba?. Sana maibalik koh ang dating sigla at saya sa mga ngiti at mata koh. Nasan na nga ba iyon?. San napunta? Mayron bang kumuha?. Ewan koh kung ano dapat ang isipin at ano dapat ang gawin koh para maibalik lahat sa dati at maging maayos muli akoh. Ang hirap magkunwari at itago ang totoong nararmdaman.</span></div><br /><div align="justify"></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff9900;">Until when I'm gonna hide those tears and pains in me...</span></div>miemiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02020974017598591682noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3353344483738377089.post-5455624989030535382008-01-02T20:11:00.000+08:002008-12-11T01:17:21.133+08:00My 2007 life w/ YFC-FEU..<div align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><strong><em><u>OCTOBEr 15-17</u></em></strong></span><br /></div><div align="center"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R3yiH5_miwI/AAAAAAAAAEw/7nqwxCl8HXY/s1600-h/1_787806040l.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5151170330515376898" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R3yiH5_miwI/AAAAAAAAAEw/7nqwxCl8HXY/s320/1_787806040l.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color:#666666;">(TALON! CAMP)</span><br /></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I2 ung date kung saan una kong nakilala ang <strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">YFC-FEU</span></strong> and unti-unti akong pinagbago as time and weeks goes by. Super naging malaking part sila ng life koh dahil pinakilala at tinulungan nila koh na ipakilala sa sarili koh kung sino si <strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">GOD</span></strong> at ano ba siya sa buhay koh. Hinding hindi koh pdeng makalimutan ung mga nangyari d2 as 2007 became history.</span><br /></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center"><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><strong><em><u>OCTOBER 20-21</u> <u></u><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R3uFh5_mimI/AAAAAAAAADg/u9bVkl3DT-0/s1600-h/1_219493225l.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5150857416378059362" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R3uFh5_mimI/AAAAAAAAADg/u9bVkl3DT-0/s320/1_219493225l.jpg" border="0" /></a></em></strong></span><br /></div><br /><div align="center"><u><span style="color:#666666;"><span style="color:#666666;">(</span>GK EXPO)</span></u><br /></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Diz date was the GK expo. na ginanap sa likod ng <strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">MOA</span></strong> madami kaming pumunta dun na nagkita2 sa <span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong>JOBI MORAYTA</strong></span> kasama na si <strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">ATE RHEI</span></strong> (YFC-FEU ALUMNAE) kung saan dun koh unang nakilala. Hapon palang ay nandun na kami ngunit noong dumating na kami ay nagumpisa ng magparada kaya naghanap kami ng mga taong masasabayan upang makapsok kami sa mismong lugar kung saan gaganapin ang GK. Nagsimba din kami doon sa malapit na simbahan sa may MOA at doon mismo sa lugar ay meron pa kong nakilala galing sa ibang campus <strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">(TIP</span><span style="color:#ff0000;">)</span></strong> it was Kuya Patrick, Kuya Ricky and Andrew na kasalukuyan na hindi pa ganap na YFC. Maagang natapos ang GK ngunit madami samin ang hindi pdeng umuwi dahil nakapagpaalam na uumagahin kya nagpasiya kaming maghanap nalang ng lugar na pde naming pagtambayan kaya naglakad-lakad kami ng paikot2 at bandang 5am ay nakarating kami sa baywalk at hinintay na lumiwanag at duon kami nagpasyang umuwi kahit nakakapagod ang araw na iyon super naging memorable namn at naging masaya ang araw na nagkasama2 kami.</span> </div><div align="justify"><br /></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><u>NOVEMBER 05</u></span></em></strong> </div><div align="center"><br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5150863545296390834" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R3uLGp_mirI/AAAAAAAAAEI/NrIPm0pIrKA/s320/1_617263894l.jpg" border="0" /><br /><span style="color:#666666;"><u>(FIRST WORXP)</u> </span><br /></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">It was our first worxp for the 2nd sem. at the same time it is also my 1st ever experince 2 have a worxp. Super naging masaya ung una kong worxp kasi d2 una kong pinaiyak ni GOD dahil sa mga bagay na super kong naappreciate at dahil sa mga bagay na ibinigay sakin ni GOD simula ng naging part akoh ng YFC-FEU d2 rin isinagawa ang isang surprise party para kay <strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">JHOM </span></strong>isa ring talon baby ka2lad koh dahil NOv. 04 ang kanyang b-day at gus2 ng buong YFC na iparamdam sa kanya ang love na galing kay GOD at sa YFC.</span><br /></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><strong><em><u>DECEMBER 09 </u></em></strong></span><br /></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5151163321128749794" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R3ybv5_miuI/AAAAAAAAAEg/5a20fMm7fi8/s320/1_329822398l.jpg" border="0" /><u><span style="color:#999999;">(X-MAS PARTY)</span></u> </div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">It was sunday morning nagkita kita kami sa jobi morayta w/ YFC-FEU at sabay sabay pumunta sa <strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">DAR GYM</span></strong> kung saan gaganapin ang x-mas party of the hul Metro Manila YFC. Super aga ng kol tym namn 7am actually pero nagkitakita na kami at nakumple2 ng 8 paz and nakadating ng 9paz sa DAR akala nmn late na kami at patapos na pero pagdating nmn naguumpisa palang ng opening worxp kya umabot kami sa lahat ng mga ginanap doon.Diz date also is the bday of Kuya Jm kya nagpunta kami ng <strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">TRINOMA</span></strong> and duon nagikot ikot until we find a GOOD place 2 stay kung saan ang dami naming napagusapan at napagkwen2han at super dami ding tawanan dahil sa bago kong kilala na naging Tatay koh c <strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">TATAY LEE</span></strong>. Super napuno ng halakhak ang paligid dahil sa knya. Almost paz 5pm na kami umalis ng TRINOMA at nagkahiwahiwalay pero bago kami 2luyang umuwi nagsimba muna kami sa <span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong>SAN SEBASTIAN CHURCH</strong></span> at nagpasalamat dahil super naging masaya ang araw na un.</span> </div><div align="justify"><br /></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><u></u></span></em></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><u>DECEMBER 15-16</u></span></em></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-size:100%;color:#ff0000;"></span></em></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-size:100%;color:#ff0000;"></span></em></strong></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#999999;">(<u>COVENANT & YCT)</u></span></div><p align="justify"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">It was our covenant day for the <span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong>TALON</strong></span> babies pero syempre d lang para samin un pati narin sa mga d pa nakakapagcovenant super naging masaya ung 2 days and one night na samahan namin Dec. 15 at 5pm nagkita kita ulit ang YFC sa <strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">JOBI LEGARDA</span></strong> and nagpunta sa apartment nila <strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">KUYA NICK</span></strong> kung saan gaganapin ang <strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">COVENANT</span></strong> at dun magoovernyt. 12am kami lahat nagpahinga pero isa koh sa mga hindi naka2log dunno y?.and after dat Dec. 16 at 3am nagsigising at nagayos 4 d simbang gabi super saya kasi kahit puyat</span> <span style="color:#cc33cc;">kami at ung iba hindi na2log still nakapg <strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">SIMBA</span></strong> parin kami ng sabay sabay at pag katapos magsimba isa isa ng bumalik sa pagppahinga at na2log habang hinihintay na magkaron ng tubig at makaligo.8am nagstart na ulit ang tok 2 hanggang 7pm sunod sunod na tok kasama na ang pagkakaron namin ng <span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong>YCT</strong></span> for the upcoming CAMP.<br /></span><br /><strong><em><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><u>DECEMBER 20-22</u></span></em></strong> </p><div align="center"></div><p align="center"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R3yhvJ_mivI/AAAAAAAAAEo/7P84GiA6alk/s1600-h/335478847l.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5151169905313614578" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R3yhvJ_mivI/AAAAAAAAAEo/7P84GiA6alk/s320/335478847l.jpg" border="0" /></a> <span style="color:#999999;">(TIMEOUT! CAMP)</span></p><div align="justify"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I2 ung last CAMP 4 d yr. na napunta</span><span style="color:#cc33cc;">han koh super naging maayos at maganda ung kinalabasan dahil kahit madaming struggles at problema ang pinagdaanan namin during and after d camp still nasagawa padin namin ng maayos. I2 din ung first tym koh na magiging <strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">FACI</span></strong> super duper kinakbahan at natatakot akoh nung una dahil wla pa kong kaalam alam kung ano dapat ginagawa ng isang FACI binigyan kami ng <strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">FACILITATORS GUIDE</span></strong> and binasa koh un paulit2 simula sa D.G. at sa one2ones sa isang paticipant and hindi koh inaasahan na dalwa hahawakan koh and hanggang dumating ung nyt ng pag BAPTISE super kinakbahan akoh pero ang daming nag cheer-up sakin na wag kabahan dahil hindi naman mahirap un and the only thing I need is my faith 2 our GOD. Hanggang sa natapos nalang un ng d koh namamlayan at nasabi koh sa sarili koh super saya pala maging isang FACI at gus2 koh ulit ung maulit. Ang galing ni GOD magwork sakin dahil alam koh he never leave me.</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></div><div align="justify"></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></div><div align="justify"></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#009900;">I2 lahat ng nagawa koh w/ YFC-FEU na sobrang hindi koh makakalimutan sa pagdating ng <strong>2008</strong> and alam koh mas madami pa kong pagdadaanan at mararanasan sa taon na toh kasama ang YFC-FEU hindi lang ang YFC-FEU pati na sa ibang mga activities. </span></div>miemiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02020974017598591682noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3353344483738377089.post-1412088674613410282007-12-30T14:59:00.000+08:002008-12-11T01:17:21.432+08:00A person behind those smile..<img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5149660692460505666" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R3dFHZ_mikI/AAAAAAAAADQ/uCWizXVESBQ/s320/1143413458_deathangel.jpg" border="0" /><br /><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff6666;">A person behind those smile is a person that is <strong><em><span style="color:#cc0000;">BROKEN, SAD</span></em></strong> and have a big <strong><em><span style="color:#cc0000;">PAIN</span></em></strong> in her heart..</span></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff6666;"><span style="color:#009900;">Bakit ganun?.</span>May panibagong tanong nanamn sa utak at puso koh na hindi koh kayang sagutin.</span></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff6666;">Nakakapagpasaya akoh ng mga tao sa paligid koh(hindi akoh clown) pero bakit sarili koh hindi koh kayang pasayahin..</span></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff6666;">Nagagawa kong alisin lahat ng bigat at sama ng loob nila para sa iba pero bakit sarili kong sama ng loob at bigat ng dinadala hindi koh kayang tanggalin..</span></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff6666;">Ano bang meron akoh at hindi koh maalis sama ng loob at bigat ng loob koh..</span><br /><br /></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff6666;">Sana sa bawat pag2long koh sa iba at pagbibigay koh ng mga advice para mapangiti sila sana ganun din ang maramdaman koh tulad ng nararamdaman ng iba pero bakit hindi koh kayang ma2lungan ang sarili koh na ka2lad ng ginagwa koh para sa iba.</span><br /><br /></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff6666;">Ang hirap at ang sakit isipin na ang saya koh sa tingin ng ibang tao pero hindi nila alam kung ano ba talga at sino ba talga ung taong nasa likod ng mga ngiti at tawa na nakikita at naririnig nila...</span></div><br /><p><span style="color:#006600;">Minsan natanong koh na lang sa sarili koh pano ba maging masaya ng hindi nagpapanggap? Pano ba tumawa ng walang halong kalokohan? Ano ba ang pakiramdam ng tumatawa ka dahil masaya ka?. Ano ba ang kaibahan ng pagtawa dahil masaya ka at sa tumatwa ka dahil pinapatawa ka?.</span></p><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff6666;">Ang hirap diba?. Pero nakikita ng iba na masaya akoh kahit sa loob koh sobrang broken akoh at sobrang nasasaktan akoh sa mga nangyayari sa paligid koh. </span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff6666;">Gusto kong dumating ung tym na ung taong nasa likod ng mga ngiti ay ung taong nakikita nila sa harap nila masaya, nakangiti hindi dahil pinapatawa kundi masaya dahil un ang totoo...</span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff6666;">Ang hirap dumaan sa mga pagsubok at ang hirap 2mawa ng hindi 22o.</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span><br /> </div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff6666;">Iisa lang ang oras na 2matwa akoh dahil masaya akoh un ung pag kasama koh ang pamilya koh (YFC) dahil sa kanila napapkita koh kung masaya at malungkot akoh, pero sa iba hindi koh kayang gawin dahil ayokong isipin nila na puro problema ang dala koh gus2 koh nakikita nila akong ngumingiti kahit alam koh sa loob koh na hindi akoh masaya(hindi pagiging plastic un aahhh) dahil madami akong pagsubok na pinagdadaanan at gus2 kong maka2long makapgpangiti ng ibang tao kahit sa sarili koh hindi koh magawa.</span><br /></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span></div><br /><div align="justify"><strong><span style="color:#990000;">This is the real me behind those smiles.</span></strong></div>miemiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02020974017598591682noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3353344483738377089.post-43916589936718024992007-12-29T11:52:00.000+08:002008-12-11T01:17:21.761+08:00Broken girl..<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R3XV0p_miiI/AAAAAAAAADA/FACXDy9LmkM/s1600-h/,,.bmp"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5149256849570564642" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R3XV0p_miiI/AAAAAAAAADA/FACXDy9LmkM/s320/,,.bmp" border="0" /></a> <div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#666666;">Ano nga bang dapat kong ilagay sa <span style="color:#cc9933;"><strong>BLOG </strong></span>koh ngaun hindi koh din alam...Siguro walang pumapasok sa utak koh na mgandang ilagay sa <strong><span style="color:#cc9933;">ARTICLE</span></strong> koh bakit nga ba kasi madaming gumugulo sa isip koh at maraming posibilidad ang mangyayari sakin anu-ano nga ba yon hindi koh din alam.</span> <span style="color:#cc9933;">May nabasa akoh pa2ngkol sa isa kong ginwang article na naramdaman kong nakasakit akoh ng hindi koh namamalayan ganun ba talaga akong tao sadyang mahirap akong intindihin ngunit alam koh sa sarili koh kung sino ba talga akoh at ano ba talagng halaga koh dito sa mundong ibabaw. Pero bakit ganun parang bigla akong naguluhan sa tunay kong halga at kung ano ba talga akoh dito.</span> <span style="color:#666666;">Madaming taong gus2 akong hilain pababa kahit alam kong hindi naman nila dapat yong gawin, mga sarili kong kaibigan pilit akong hinahatak sa ibaba bakit ano bang meron akoh at kaylangan nilang gawin yon?..Hindi man nila sakin mismo sabihin ngunit nararamdaman koh na pinagkakaisahan nila koh hindi nmn dapat diba dahil wala nmn akong ginwang naksakit sa kanila all this time naging tapat akong kaibigan sa kanila kulang nalang maging sunud sunuran akoh sa kanila pero bakit ginwa padin nila un?.</span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#666666;">Merong kumausap sakin about sa bagay na alam koh na at naramdaman koh na, na ginwa nga nila sakin yon imbis na magalit akoh sa mga taong kasamang gumawa nun di koh kaya dahil kahit ganun alam koh kaibigan koh padin sila at sobrang halaga nila para sakin pero naramdaman kong pagkasira sa loob koh na sobrang sakhet ng ginwa nila naging 22o akoh sa kanilang kaibigan at kahit kelan hindi koh nagawang siraan sila sa ibang tao dahil alam koh lahat ng gagawin koh babalik din sakin pero bakit ganun padin ung nangyari masama ba kong kaibigan sa tingin nila ano ba talga akoh?..Hindi koh alam kung anong klaseng tao akoh para sa kanila at ginwa nila sakin un. Im <strong><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">broken</span></em></strong> un lang masasabi koh dahil hindi koh alam kung panu sasabihin tru words ung sakit na nararamdaman koh dahil sa ginagawa nila sakin siguro nga tama lahat ng sinasabi ng iba <strong><em><span style="color:#cc9933;">"All things has an end"</span></em></strong> and ito na siguro ung katapusan ng pagiging kaibigan koh sa kanila kung ganun yung gagawin nila sakin pero panu,anu dapat kong gawin at saan akoh dapat magumpisa hindi koh sila kayang mawala sakin dahil kahit sa sobrang iksi ng panahon ng pinagsamahan namn alam koh at alam nila (sana) na naging kaibigan ang 2ring koh sa kanila at hinding hindi na magbabago un nattakot akong mawala sila sakin dahil mga kaibigan at kapatid na ang turing koh sa kanila kahit sobrang <strong><span style="color:#cc9933;">BROKEN</span></strong> akoh sa loob koh dahil sa ginawa nila still di koh padin kayang mawala sila sa buhay koh. Pagsubok lang ba toh sakin ni <strong><span style="color:#cc9933;">GOD</span></strong> para sabihin at ipadama sakin na nanjan siya at ang <span style="color:#cc9933;"><strong>YFC</strong></span> na sumusoporta sakin pero panu koh maguumpisang kalimutan lahat ng taong naging malapit sakin panu koh kakapitan ang kahinaan koh. Kahinaan kong maiwan at mawala ang mga kaibigan koh. Oo nanjan ang YFC na mahal na mahal akoh at mahal na mahal koh din pero panu kung isang araw paggising koh wala na din sila sa tabi koh hindi koh alam pero panu kung g<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R3XVa5_mihI/AAAAAAAAAC4/azGduxPnl-4/s1600-h/dd.bmp"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5149256407188933138" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R3XVa5_mihI/AAAAAAAAAC4/azGduxPnl-4/s320/dd.bmp" border="0" /></a>anun nga? Ano dapat kong gawin? San akoh maguumpisa?</span><br /></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#666666;"><span style="color:#cc9933;"><strong>BROKEN</strong></span> akoh sa mga pangarap koh na hindi koh kayang 2parin..</span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#666666;"><span style="color:#996633;"><strong>BROKEN</strong></span> akoh sa mga kaibigan koh na hindi koh alam kung 22o sakin..</span></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#666666;"><span style="color:#663333;"><strong>BROKEN </strong></span>akoh sa mga taong naninira sakin na di koh kayang lagpasan..</span><br /><br /></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#666666;">Im <strong><span style="color:#663333;">BROKEN</span></strong>...</span></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"></div></div>miemiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02020974017598591682noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3353344483738377089.post-90988991960490324542007-12-28T23:31:00.000+08:002008-12-11T01:17:22.227+08:00Dreaming of you...<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R3Udrp_mifI/AAAAAAAAACY/4AH3wYGiQg0/s1600-h/w.bmp"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5149054384812231154" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R3Udrp_mifI/AAAAAAAAACY/4AH3wYGiQg0/s320/w.bmp" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#3333ff;">Last night i dreamt about him but im still wonderin why him for all the people I know d koh alam bakit siya ung taong nakita at nakausap koh sa panaginip koh..</span><br /><br /></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="color:#006600;">Bakit nga ba ikaw? Anong dahilan at anong gus2ng ipalabas ng panaginip koh sakin? Meron nga bang tamang rason at dahilan kung bakit ganun ang napanaginipan koh?</span>..</span></div><div align="justify"><br /></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#3333ff;">Kanina ang daming realization ang pumasok sa isip koh and madaming mga salita ang bigla nalang lumabas sa utak koh na parang gus2ng sumabog para sabihin kung ano ka ba tlaga at sino ka ba talaga sa buhay koh..</span><br /></div><div align="justify"><br /><br /></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#3333ff;">Maybe b'coz i still dont knoe kung cno at ano ka ba sa life koh at di koh alam kung ano ba tlgang nararamdaman koh para sayo kya ikaw ung nakita at nakausap koh sa panaginip koh..</span><br /><br /></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#3333ff;">In the past weeks I tried 2 end our communication sinabi koh na <em><strong>"thankx kac super bait moh sakin and sori sa laht ng mistakes koh yngatan moh lague sarili moh ha?mamimiss kita"</strong></em> den u replied <em><strong>"wat do u min para ka namng nagpapaalam"</strong></em> hindi koh masabi ung totoong rason kung bakit gus2 kong gawin un dahil mismo sa sarili koh hindi koh din alam..</span></div><span style="color:#3333ff;"></span><div align="justify"><br /></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#3333ff;">But the only thing I know nasasaktan akoh pag may nakikita akong kasama mong iba,bakit nga ba ano nga bang karapatan koh para masaktan at ano nga bang dahilan kung bakit akoh nasasaktan. Mahal ba kita o di koh lang talga kayang sabihin sa sarili koh na ayokong iwan moh koh.. Ano ba talga hindi koh alam kung anong nararamdaman koh...</span><br /><br /></div><div align="justify"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R3UdbJ_mieI/AAAAAAAAACQ/TCqBJ2F7Ku4/s1600-h/spaceball.bmp"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5149054101344389602" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R3UdbJ_mieI/AAAAAAAAACQ/TCqBJ2F7Ku4/s320/spaceball.bmp" border="0" /></a> <span style="color:#006600;">The nyt is beautiful and so with the <strong><em>STARS</em></strong> ikaw ba ung pinadala ni <strong><em>GOD</em></strong> sakin na bituin para sabihing hindi koh kaylangan masaktan dahil hindi moh akoh iiwan at babantayan moh lang akoh o ikaw ung isa sa mga <strong><em>SUN</em></strong> na gus2 akong sunugin sa sakit at pag umulan bigla ka nalang mawawala ng hindi koh namamalayan..</span><br /><br /></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#3333ff;">Ano ka ba talga sa buhay koh?Isa ka bang STAR na babantayan akoh at di akoh iiwan san man akoh magpunta o isa kang SUN na sasaktan akoh at bigla nalang akong iiwan?....</span><br /><br /></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#3333ff;">Until now I'm still thinking kung ano ba talga ung 22ong rason kung bakit ikaw ang napanaginipan koh at kung bakit akoh nasasaktan sa mga bagay bagay na di naman akoh dapat masaktan may rason nga ba kung bakit o sadyang nananaginip lang akoh ngaun at sa paggising koh massagot na lahat ng tanong na nasa utak koh at iisa lang ang magiging sagot sa lahat lahat ng iyon at ito ang mangyayari ssabihin koh sa sarili koh n<em><strong> "nananaginip ka lang na nasasaktan ka sa lahat ng nakikita moh dahil iniisip moh pero ang totoo hindi ka nasasaktan dahil wla kang anumang koneksyon sa taong yan kaya kaylangan moh ng gumising sa pag2log moh at humarap sa totoong pangyayari"</strong></em> ganun ba talaga ang mangyayari?Panu kung hindi nga panaginip lahat panu masasagot ang mga tanong na nasa utak koh ngaun panu mabibigayn ng lunas ang sakit na nararamdaman koh?San at sino ang dapat kong lapitan para ipaliwanag sakin ang lahat kung sino at ano ka sa buhay koh..</span></div><div align="justify"><br /></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#3333ff;"></span></div><div align="justify"><br /></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#3333ff;">Sana nananaginip nalang akoh at sana pggising koh galing sa pag2log at sa panaginp na kung saan nandun ka sana mwla lahat ng sakit ng yun pag mulat ng mga mata koh...</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#3333ff;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-size:78%;color:#3333ff;"></span> </div>miemiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02020974017598591682noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3353344483738377089.post-77189972303636210002007-12-28T00:31:00.000+08:002008-12-11T01:17:22.602+08:00My broken heart..<div align="justify"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R3PT2p_miaI/AAAAAAAAABw/Mn-r687U420/s1600-h/untitled.bmp"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5148691734953626018" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="320" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R3PT2p_miaI/AAAAAAAAABw/Mn-r687U420/s320/untitled.bmp" width="462" border="0" /></a><span style="color:#ff0000;">Did anybody knoe how 2 fix my broken heart?..</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><div><span style="color:#ff0000;">If u know how 2 fix it plz try. I knoe its not easy to fix it coz how many times did my heart got broken into pieces but still im trying but until now i can't really fix it. I see the person that can help me to fix my broken heart but i dont knoe if he's willing to help me co'z maybe he's fixing anoder broken heart or he's holding anoder heart and he's afraid 2 break it coz he promise that he will not break the heart he's holding ryt now...</span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="color:#ff0000;">I knoe nobody can fix my broken heart coz i might hurt them. How could i fix my own heart if everyday of my life there's a reason y it get's broken...<br /></span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="color:#ff0000;">How could it be,...<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R3XX4Z_mijI/AAAAAAAAADI/kTK8EQzDTPU/s1600-h/101025306_a093894df6.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5149259113018329650" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R3XX4Z_mijI/AAAAAAAAADI/kTK8EQzDTPU/s320/101025306_a093894df6.jpg" border="0" /></a></span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#ff0000;">Day goes by..</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#ff0000;">I didn't notice dat im fallin...</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#ff0000;">Fallin deeply inlove w/ u...</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#ff0000;">But it can't be..</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#ff0000;">It can't be coz i knoe </span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#ff0000;">deep inside me it's hard..</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#ff0000;">Hard 2 luv u b'coz u love somebody else...</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#ff0000;">Somebody else that i can't beat..</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#ff0000;">I knoe I nid 2 stop diz..</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#ff0000;">But how could I...</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#ff0000;">When everytym I am w/ u</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#ff0000;">Ur so swit..</span><br /><br /></div><div><span style="color:#ff0000;">And dat makes me fol for u..</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#ff0000;">Help me!!</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#ff0000;">Help me not 2 cotinue diz..</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#ff0000;">Stop doz stupid things ur doing..</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#ff0000;">Stop communicating w/ me..</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#ff0000;">Stop being swit..</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#ff0000;">I know it will hurt me alot</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#ff0000;">and I knoe u will fil d same way 2</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#ff0000;">coz I am ur friend ONLY A FRIEND...</span><br /><br /></div><div><span style="color:#ff0000;">But diz is the only thing dat can help me</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#ff0000;">To stop fallin for u...T_T</span></div><br /><br /><div></div></div>miemiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02020974017598591682noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3353344483738377089.post-14575409094573425242007-12-27T23:58:00.000+08:002008-12-11T01:17:22.748+08:00Kamote...<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R3TAjJ_micI/AAAAAAAAACA/zG5vnlUwwQI/s1600-h/35707345_a9dc626e46.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5148951984201959874" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R3TAjJ_micI/AAAAAAAAACA/zG5vnlUwwQI/s320/35707345_a9dc626e46.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">This <strong>sweet potato</strong> is a mark by <em><strong>YFC-FEU</strong></em> it means emo...</span></div><div align="justify"> </div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Madaming naging <strong>emo</strong> sa YFC-FEU ngaun and madami din ang may ayaw na emo..Emo started to kuya <strong><em>JV</em></strong>(wow spexal mention) there are some reason's kung bakhet xa naging emo at tinwag na kamote..</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Madaming nagiging problema bawat isa saming YFC-FEU at dun nagstart ang pagiging emo o kamote kaya naging tatak na samin un...</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Thankful ang bawat <strong>KAMOTE</strong> samin dahil kahit ganun sila unti unting nawawala ang pagiging kamote nila dahil nanjan si <strong><em>GOD</em></strong> at ang YFC na sumusuporta at tinutulungan sila sa lahat ng mga problema na dinadanas at dinadaanan nila...</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff6666;">Mahal namn ang bawat isa at alam namin na mahal kami ni GOD at tutulungan kami na hindi maging isang <strong>KAMOTE</strong>...</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">YFC_FEU rockz!!!!!</span></div>miemiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02020974017598591682noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3353344483738377089.post-24512779223124940712007-12-27T18:10:00.000+08:002008-12-11T01:17:23.020+08:00My true friends...<img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5148594385224894834" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R3N7UJ_miXI/AAAAAAAAABY/3Jx4qBegTZI/s320/1_764725800l.jpg" border="0" /><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#3366ff;">This girls are my tru friends..</span></div><div align="justify"><br /><br /></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#3366ff;">They never leave me tru up's and downs of my lyf..</span></div><div align="justify"><br /> </div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#3366ff;">I can lean on dem anytym..</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span><br /> </div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#3366ff;">We had a lot of trials between our friendship but still nand2 parin kami..</span></div><div align="justify"><br /></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></div><div align="justify"><br /></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#3366ff;">Madami na kaming pinagdaanang challenges nanjan ung akala nmn na d na kami mabubuo ulit.Ngaun ibang way na ung tinatahak namn pero still di namin nakaklimutan kung sino sino tlga ung mga taong unang naging matapat at mga taong pinagkatiwalaan kami. Sobrang minahal namin ung pagsasamahan nmn meron nagaway dahil sa isang lalake na alam naming di nmn dapat gawing BIG ISSUE pero ganun tlga eh it's part of growing up pero walang mga nagkampihan instead gumitna sila para maauz ung gulong ung. Meron din jan na may nakaaway sa lower level at pati teacher nakigulo in some reasons pero still d parin nmn iniwan ung isat-isa. Sobrang daming challenge na ung muntik makasira sa barkada nmn pero hndi padn nagpatalo kasi alam namin na sa gitna ng mga challenges sa isat-isa parin kami tatakbo..Kasi alam naming lahat, na kami lang ung mga taong makakaintindi sa isat-isa at kami lang din ung mga makakatulong sa lahat ng mga problema ng bawat isa samin,,</span></div><div align="justify"><br /></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></div><div align="justify"><br /></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#3366ff;">Sobrang halaga ng barkadang toh sakin dahil sila ung unang mga taong nakakaintndi at nagpapahalaga sakin at sa lahat ng challenges na pingadadaanan koh sila ung nanjan para sakin at sinusuportahan nila lahat ng mga desisyon na gingwa koh..</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#3366ff;">Ang daming iyakan na din ang nangyari samin dahil halos everyday nagkakaron ang tropa nmn ng <strong>OPEN PHORUM</strong> na minsan nagiging sanhi din ng pagaawayan pero d din nagtatagal naauz din nmn..Isa un sa mga naging rason kung bakit naging matatag ung pagsasamahan namin na hanggang ngaun d parin nabubuwag at wala ng makaksira samin dahil kilala na namin ang isat-isa at alam na naming kung ano ang mga tama at dapat naming gawin..</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#3366ff;">Pero mas madami paring ang tawanan samin kasi sama sama kaming magtrip sa isang bagay dumaan din kami sa tipong sa isang araw lahat kami pare-pareho ang get-up at kung anong style ang gagawin moh ganun din ang akin pag may b-day ang isa kaylangan nanjan lhat at sa samahan nmn kulang pa ang siyam dahil may mga dumating na puro lalaking tropa at naging malapit din samin un at dun lalong naging masaya at lalong lumawak samahan naming lahat dahil dumami pa kami hindi lang kaming magkakaibgan pati ang pagsasamahan at mga challenges sa isat-isa sinubok kaming lahat sa mga pinagdaanan nmin pero kahit isa samin alam koh na wala tlgang sumuko.</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#3366ff;">Ngaun 4 yrs. na ang pinagsasamahan namin at alam koh na d na matatapos ang samahan nmin kahit magkaron na kami ng sari2ling buhay...</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#3366ff;">THIS kind of friends is really amazing super duper, nakakainspire in my part coz we never leave each oder even in our verry darkest tyms isang tawag moh lang nanjan agad sila para suportahan at tulungan ka sa problema na tinatahak moh...</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#3366ff;"><a href="mailto:MITCKH_16@yahoo.com">MITCKH_16@yahoo.com</a></span></div>miemiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02020974017598591682noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3353344483738377089.post-3035964248152183952007-12-27T01:40:00.000+08:002008-12-11T01:17:23.224+08:00REGINA ROSARII...<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R3KSbJ_miVI/AAAAAAAAABI/Ns4pGua-S6c/s1600-h/1_273750373l.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5148338319274707282" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R3KSbJ_miVI/AAAAAAAAABI/Ns4pGua-S6c/s320/1_273750373l.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#33cc00;">This picture was taken at the <strong>REGINA ROSARII</strong> that place is soo beautiful and it is a memmorable place for me coz der in dat place i start 2 be cloz again w/ <strong>GOD</strong> and the person hu really helps me a lot 2 realize and 2 met GOD again is our adviser and our<strong> MAMI EMMA</strong> the only person hu is verry supportive and lovable adviser of <strong>YFC-FEU..</strong></span></div><span style="color:#33cc00;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;"></span><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#33cc00;">She brought our hul section at the REGINA to pray for our upcoming <strong>TOEIC</strong> exam and finally when the results are in we found out that it really help us alot and we decided 2 come back again in dat place 2 say thank u but many of my classmate did not come and i knoe even if dey did not come they are still thankful for dat things happen 2 dem...</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#33cc00;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#33cc00;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#33cc00;">That is the start of my new lyf it started when i first went 2 REGINA and den mami Emma convince us 2 join YFC and be part of their <strong>TALON</strong> camp and now I am a part of it and I'm happy not b'coz i had alot of frends but b'coz now I knoe the tru meaning of <strong>LYF</strong>...</span></div>miemiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02020974017598591682noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3353344483738377089.post-86936382444153117322007-12-27T01:07:00.000+08:002008-12-11T01:17:23.406+08:00Its me..<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R3KKj5_miUI/AAAAAAAAABA/FqDXFKaHSHk/s1600-h/1_938112015l.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5148329673505540418" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R3KKj5_miUI/AAAAAAAAABA/FqDXFKaHSHk/s320/1_938112015l.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><p><span style="color:#ff99ff;">It's me,Im just being me...</span></p><p><span style="color:#ff99ff;">For <span style="font-size:+0;"></span><span style="font-size:+0;"></span>doz hu hate me im sorry coz i can't do anything about myself..</span></p><p><span style="color:#ff99ff;">I can't change myself..</span></p><p><span style="color:#ff99ff;">I can't change the real me..</span></p><p><span style="color:#ff99ff;">I can't change my culture..</span></p><p><span style="color:#ff99ff;">I can't change the person behind this picture...</span></p><p><span style="color:#ff99ff;">Im sorry....</span></p><p><span style="color:#ff99ff;">For doz hu like me thank you coz even many people hate me ur still der...</span></p><p><span style="color:#ff99ff;">I can promise that i will always be myself..</span></p><p><span style="color:#ff99ff;">I can promise i will be always hir..</span></p><p><span style="color:#ff99ff;">I can promise u can lean on me...</span></p><p><span style="color:#ff99ff;">I can promise that i will treasure u as my friend...</span></p><p><span style="color:#ff99ff;">I can promise that i will never leave u...</span></p><p><span style="color:#ff99ff;">For doz hu want's 2 be my BF sorry and thank u....</span></p><p><span style="color:#ff99ff;">I can't be ur GF but I can be ur frend..</span></p><p><span style="color:#ff99ff;">I can't be the girl u want 2 but I can be the girl as ur frend...</span></p><p><span style="color:#ff99ff;">This is me,this is the real me im sorry and thank you...</span></p><p><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span></p><p></p>miemiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02020974017598591682noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3353344483738377089.post-85480986691331415552007-12-26T22:53:00.000+08:002008-12-11T01:17:23.527+08:00My first ever experience by having a worship..<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R3JyIp_miRI/AAAAAAAAAAo/HfIeufmxZPs/s1600-h/1_617263894l.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5148302817075038482" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R3JyIp_miRI/AAAAAAAAAAo/HfIeufmxZPs/s320/1_617263894l.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff6666;">It was my first ever experience to worship GOD it is <strong>Nov. 5, 2007</strong> and My pakner bday is Nov. 4, 2007 his name is <strong>JHOM</strong>..</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff6666;">Wyl worxpng i cried so hard y coz i really talk 2 <strong>GOD</strong> and feel his presence I fil so <strong>COMPLETE </strong>and satisfied w/ mah lyf dat tym..</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff6666;">I am verry thankful and happy 2 be w/ YFC-FEU coz i found the love im looking for...</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff6666;">Sobrang great lang ng ginwa ni GOD sakin kac d niya koh iniwan sa <strong>ERE</strong> kahit na madami na kong ginwang kasalann sa knya...</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff6666;">After our 1st worxp madami pang naging worxp na sumunod pero isa lang tlga masasabi koh sa 1st worxp nmn un ung pinaka masaya at unforgettable y?kac we had surprise for my verry close <strong>BROD</strong> and that is <strong>JHOM...</strong></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff6666;">Sobrang umiyak din akoh dat tym coz i knoe after dat na hnd na koh magiisa ka2lad ng dati at alam ko na kahit san at anong gawin koh c <strong>GOD</strong> dadalin akoh sa <strong>RYT PATH</strong> na dapat kong pa2nguhan...</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff6666;">Sobrang naging memmorable ung 1st worship na 2....</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff6666;">As in super....</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff6666;">tsk2...</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span> </div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff6666;"></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ff6666;"><strong>JESUS ROCKZ!!!</strong></span></div>miemiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02020974017598591682noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3353344483738377089.post-27990027652621823952007-12-26T17:49:00.000+08:002008-12-11T01:17:23.644+08:00TALON!!<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R3Ikkp_miPI/AAAAAAAAAAY/As274-g82Tw/s1600-h/1_574748156l.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5148217536204409074" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3oyOc8MgAs0/R3Ikkp_miPI/AAAAAAAAAAY/As274-g82Tw/s320/1_574748156l.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div align="justify"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">It started at the <strong>GLORY OF THE GARDEN</strong> at the <strong>ANTIPOLO</strong> <em>October 15</em> first i am expecting a happy and cute youth camp w/o even knowing that wer there in that place to know <strong>GOD</strong> but more than i expected it was a very happy and inspiring youth camp..in that place i first saw <strong>GOD</strong> and talk to him in personal i dont even see his face but i really feel him inside me... I adore him soo much because even all of us are sinners still he forgive us and he gave his only child just to save us..see how gud is <strong>HE,GOD</strong> really loves us..</span></div><br /><br /><div align="justify"><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Believe in his power because he's real even we haven't met him in personal still he exist in our life,he never leave us even we are the most bad or sinner person..</span></div><div align="justify"><br /></div><div align="justify"><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I raelize that even in our darkest moment and our sinner moment still <strong>GOD</strong> is there and guiding us for us not to do the things that he doesn't like, i also realize that <strong>GOD</strong> has a gud plan for us just lift up ur doubts, fears and problems to <strong>HIM</strong> promise he'll help u in every moment and he will never ever leave you just close ur eyes and think that your in a very big and beautiful place w/ <strong>GOD</strong> imagine his face and talk to <strong>HIM</strong> say thank you, kiss him, hug him whatever u want to say w/ him tell it to him he'll smile to you and try to make you smile even u are crying..<br /><strong>GOD</strong> is really<strong> GUD</strong> he really love us...HAve a very strong faith with him...</span></div><div align="justify"><br /></div><div align="justify"><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong>JESUS CHRIST</strong></span></div><div align="justify"><br /></div><div align="justify"><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong>ROCK!!!</strong></span></div><div align="justify"><br /></div><div align="justify"><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong>YFC_FEU...</strong></span></div>miemiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02020974017598591682noreply@blogger.com2